We Are All Fucked Up /bangchan ff

13. new student.

"I shouldn't be jealous"

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Its monday and bangchan still lives at my place since he still doesn't know where to go. I say bye to chan and walk into my classroom. "Morning" I say tired to my 3 friends. They grumble a "Morning" back but they look just as tired as me especially jeongin. We all sit down as the teacher walks in but besides him is a girl. "Good morning today you will have a new student she just moved here please listen to her and be kind." "Hey I'm lisa. I moved here from America I'm 15 years old and I'm not that fluent in korean but I will try" (not BP lisa) the girl says in korean.

~timeskip after 2 hours of math~
We walk out of the room ready to go to the break room. "Hey im glad to see another foreigner you can speak English right?" The new girl runs up to me and tries to speak with me "mhm" I walk over to the table where already all of my friends sit. I sit down next to chan and hanse. "Who are this people? Are this your friends? They don't understand us right?" She speaks to me in English. The others just look as confused and pissed as me. "They are my friends and they understand us pretty well infact two of them are Australian." I say annoyed with my head sitting on my arm.

"Ohh anyways can I sit with you?" She says kinda giving them disgusting looks. I wanted to say no but felix already agreed. I swear this boy needs to stop being so kind to people. "Did you already studied for the test?" seungmin asks me "what test?" "Physic, chemie and english" "I didn't know we have tests" "I don't understand how you can sleep the whole class and never listen but you still have good grades." Seungmin says annoyed. But I just shrug with my shoulders. "Hanse can we meet after school at the skatepark?" "Sure the same like always?" I nod and look at chan to see if he wants to come with me. "Yeah im gonna come too" "how is your lip?" I ask him "pretty good doesn't hurt that much anymore but it's still swollen." We talk a bit more but than the bell rings and we all walk back to our classes

~after school~
Me and chan are on our way to the skatepark to meet hanse. "How much are you gonna buy?" Chan asks me "i dont know maybe 5g" he noods. We already see hanse skating so we walk up to him and say hi. "Hey so i have normal weed and a weed pen do you want one?" "How much for the weed pen?" "28228,10₩(20€/21,80$) because we're friends" "okay than weed pen and 4g" "just give me 70550,75₩(50€/54,49$)" I give him the money and we sit down to chill a bit. "Let's try the weed pen" I say. I unpack the pen and take a hit then I gave it to chan. We all talked till chan and I decided to go home.

Me and chan walk into my house and my mom walks up to us wanting to talk I mention to bangchan that he needs to walk to my room fast so my stepdad doesn't see him but my mom stops him. "Its okay he isn't home." My mom knows that bangchan is basically living at our house my mom was always are person who would help people especially if its a friend of mine. But my stepdad can't know that he would get angry he grow up different from my mom so we hide bangchan from him. "tomorrow I need to go to the hospital again can you please take your siblings to school?" I nod my head and we walk in my room.

We sit on bed but suddenly the door opens and Jay runs in. "Y/n look at my new character" he jumps on my bed and shows me his character on his switch. "Cool" I try to sound happy for him. And Jay smiles and shows chan the character too. "Ohh Lukas plays this game too" Chan looks kinda sad saying that. Jay leaves and chan starts to get serious.

"Since I kinda start to live here you should tell me what is going on with your mom is she sick? Or why does she need to go to the hospital so often?" I sigh looking away from him. "I think the first question can you answer yourself you saw her and her medicine shelf." "Yeah but what is her illness?" "Like 3 years ago she got diagnosed with cancer again." "Again?" "Yeah when we still lived in Germany she had cancer but the doctors took care of it then we moved here and she started to not feel her leg anymore. She went to many doctors that just told her a nerve is stuck. But after some time they checked her right and found cancer." "What kind of cancer and can they heal her?" "Lymphknot cancer and probably not idk they still make studys about her cancer because they don't really have a cure." "I'm so sorry to hear that but your mom looks like a strong woman she will beat the cancer." I take a hit from the weed pen and lay in the bed not answering him cause honestly I don't believe and that since a long time. I heard that sentence so often 'ohh your mom will made it' 'ohh she is a strong woman' 'I'm so sorry' like cancer kills the strongest people and she would be already cured if she will ever be cured.