We Are All Fucked Up /bangchan ff

10. its not a girl

Im risking so much by touching you. But when our lips meet I don't fear hell anymore.

Hell would be heaven with you

~Luna Maria - sinners~

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I wake up from a loud sound from upstairs I want to stand up but a strong arm is holding me tightly. I grab my phone to look at the time and it's already 7pm(btw it's still the same day they just slept a few hours)

I hear the boy next to me snoring but to be honest I don't care somehow I'm a light sleeper but snoring never wakes me up. I shake him a bit to wake him up but I just hear a deep growl from him "changbin you need to wake up" I whisper while shaking him a bit "how late is it" changbins asks in with a husky voice rubbing his eyes. "Its 7pm don't you need to go home." "Let's talk a bit and then I will go home."

I nod and stand up stretching my body and to open the window. I sat on my bed grabbing my ash tray to put it on my bed. Me and changbin now sit like before when we watched the kdrama. "Cigarette?" I ask changbin he nods and grabs one from the package he takes one lighter from his pocket and lits the cigarette I do the same. "So what was that between us?" changbin asks me. "I don't know but to be honest I think it was only sexual attraction nothing more." "Yes I agree I find you attractive and all but I think I like someone." Changbin says taking a drag from his cigarette looking out of the window

"wait who? Do I know this person?" I say excited to know who changbin likes. "You swear to not judge me?" He says much quieter and I hear the insecure in his voice. "Of course not you just saw my probably weakest spot and you stayed and didn't judged so why would I judge you because of a crush." "You know them" "oh the girl from your class that can't take her eyes away from you, hanse told me that." He shakes his head "uhm the girl from your kickboxing class" "yn it's not.... a girl." He almost whispers.

"So it's from our friendgroup right?" He doesn't give an answer what tells me that I'm right. "Do you know if he also likes boys" he shrugs with his shoulder tapping out his cigarette in the ash tray I take one last drag before I do the same. I take changbins chin into my hand turning his head to me because he wouldn't stop looking depressed out of the window "Stop looking at the window as if it's bad that you like a boy there is nothing wrong with it and we will figure out if he likes you back okay? So who is it maybe I can help you?" I take my hand back to me and changbin lays his head on my shoulder

"it's felix" "ohh but isn't felix openly bi so why don't try it." "Yeah but you know about the guy that he dated before you came to school" I shake my head. Changbin pulls out his phone showing me a pic of a guy pretty tall and well build but not as build as changbin. "That's his ex how is there a possibility that he likes me." "Ohh your down bad for him right stalking his ex. No but from what I heard felix likes the masculine type yk big muscle a bit of a dark aura and shit like this. Doesnt that sound exactly like you?" " I don't know but what about you I'm sure that you like someone."

"No not really" "really? not even one from our group?" He ask with a playful smile. "I mean you're all really attractive but I don't think I have a crush on anyone." "For sure not like we all can already see something building up just you two not." He laughts 'you two' what does he mean "the fuck do you mean by you two" "you will see" He smirks and slowly stands up "I think I will go now. But Hey if something is wrong please call me I mean I can't stop you but I want you to know that you can talk to me." I hug changbin and bring him down to say goodbye.