We Are All Fucked Up /bangchan ff

09. youre still beautiful

What are you fighting for at night ?

Translated from German

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I wake up from the figure in my arms starting to move. "Morning" I whisper "morning" "so what about we get ready and then we go to you so you can grab your school things and don't worry my stepdad is at work and my mom is probably not awake so you can walk freely and you don't need to be quite." I stand up to go brush my teeth and change into my uniform. After I was done jeongin went into the bathroom so I walked down into the kitchen my mom was laying on the couch passed out from the fentanyl she takes.

I grab two bowls and fill it with rice and vegetables probably the food from yesterday and walk up again. Jeongin is siting on my bed with his phone in his hand. "Here eat something" I give him his bowl and sit next to him. I didn't finished the whole bowl because I can't really eat in the morning but I didn't wanted jeongin to eat alone. I knock at my brothers door. "Can you walk Sidney alone to school?" He just makes a weird noise and continues sleeping. "Well I think that was a yes" I take all my things and jeongin walks down ready to go.

He takes a look at the living room where my mom is laying. "Is she okay she loo-" "Yes she just had a operation on her teeth and the pain killers make her sleepy thats all." I lied to him while shoving him out the door. On the way to his house it was pretty calm "wanna have a cigarette?" I ask him while I take one out for myself. "Yeah thank you" I give him one with a lighter while I take out my second lighter to light my cigarette.

"So I need to sneak you in too okay? And we need to be quick." I nod and we walk till we stand infront of his window that he somehow managed to open from the outside. We climb in it and I wait on his bed while he packs his backpack. "I like your room didn't know you play electric guitar and the vinyls on the wall are cool" "thanks yeah I play a bit but I'm not that good." "Of course hyunjin said the same" I roll my eyes. Jeongin chuckles "I'm done we can go to school.

~at school~
I had biology right now but after that it was finally break. I lay with my head on the table while my teacher talks about the structure of the eye. After 20 minutes I finally hear the ring and I walk out of the classroom with the others walking to our regular place. I see changbin with his head on the table while chan and felix are laughing at him. "What's wrong" I ask after I sat between felix and chan

"our changbin is stupid." "Shut up"he mumbles into his arm. "I need to write an essay in English to next week but I suck at English and this fuckers won't help me as if English isn't fucking easy for them." I start to laugh a bit "what about y/n she's good in English too." Felix tries to motivate changbin. Changbins head shots up looking at me with big eyes. "Can you? Please y/n I need your help." "How about you show her your aegyo maybe she will do it then." Seungmin says laughing at changbin. Before changbin could do anything I try to stop him "no please I will help you but no aegyo." I say holding his arms down and looking down because he wanted to puk his cheeks. "Thank you I will come over a bit after school if that is okay." I nod and we keep talking till the break is over.

~after school~
I walk home with seungmin talking a bit about the others. At our houses we say bye "well have fun with changbin." He says while smirking. I flick him of and walk into my house. I grab something small from the fridge and eat it "y/n can you give me something to drink" my mom asks laying on the couch with the tv on probably not even knowing what is on it because of her medication. I grab a bottle soda and walk into the living room to give it to her "later a friend is comming over because of school so if you want something please ask ash or Sidney." "Okay" She says half asleep already. I walk into my room placing down my backpack and grab out some clothes. I walk into the bathroom taking of my clothes so I can shower. I put on the hot water letting it run down my body I look at my arm. 'Well it's almost healed again' I put out the water and start to dry my body with a towel and blow my hair. I wear grey cargo pants with a body fitting black top. I get a notification on my phone