Tokyo Revengers (Poly Relationship, MxMxMxMxMxM)

Chapter 13: Kazutora's P.O.V:

Chapter 13:

Kazutora's P.O.V:

I stared at Draken for a long moment before freaking out. "The hell are you doing bastard?!" I snapped, praying the embarrassed blush that I felt wasn't visible.

Draken glanced up curiously, "You had something on your face," he repeated.

Was he serious? Was he actually not disgusted by me in any way?

I didn't respond just watched him for a moment as he went to start eating his food. Draken was really weird.

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The ride back wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be, but answering Mikey's questions that only verged on possessive was. Once he knew where Draken was he settled down on the couch.

Chifuyu and Mikey were the only ones who were back yet and Takemitchy disappeared "mysteriously".

"Kazutora." I glanced up from my phone to look at Mikey who was sitting across from me on the opposite couch next to Draken. "Yeah?" I replied.

"Didn't Sanzu take you to get burgers yesterday?" I blinked. Then thought about it. "Yeah I think so."

"Why didn't you bring me any burgers then," Mikey said pouting. To be honest I didn't really think about it, more worried about passing out at home and not getting agitated at Draken.

"Mikey if you want I can take you to get burgers tomorrow," Chifuyu asked quietly. He was tapping his fingers on the back of his phone nervously. Then Mikey being the absolute dumbass he was pouted even more and demanded that Draken take him. "No. I want Ken-chin to take me there!"

Mikey and Draken missed the hurt look on Chifuyu's face but I didn't. I really didn't understand why Mikey liked Draken so much. He'd known Baji longer and first yet Draken was his favorite. Mikey had known Sanzu just as long as Baji, yet he acted like he didn't exist. I had no idea what to do anymore and everything was weird.

What was even more weird was that when Baji, Takemitchy and Mitsuya returned and everyone pilled down in the den to watch a movie, Draken sat next to me. It wasn't that big of a deal minus the part where he would normally sit next to Mitsuya or Mikey, but that he gave me the most blinding smile ever and patted my head.

Under other circumstances, if anyone other than Baji tried to touch my hair, I'd break their arm off. So why did I let him? Maybe it was the fact that I'd always wanted to receive a smile that bright and blinding, despite not deserving it.

"Quit that asshole," I said instead.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mikey staring at me with...jealousy? Great so Mikey hated me even more now.

All I wanted was for Mikey to tell me he loved me. All I wanted was a bit of affection from Baji and some quality time from Mitsuya. I already knew Chifuyu loved me, although I wasn't sure about Takemitchy.

After a moment of staring blankly at the movie, I felt tears pricking at the edge of my eyes. I stood up and went to the elevator, muttering a quiet, "I'm tired." It was so stupid, being this weak and pathetic and like hell would I let the others see me like this. I glanced back once I reached the elevator and saw Mitsuya grinning at Draken and moving to sit next to him.

Of course, never to sit near me. I don't blame him. I'm secretly clingy, annoying, probably insane and greedy. One person doesn't need that much love and attention. It's selfish.

Draken was the kind of guy who brought people in, had a kind smile, was caring and someone the others wanted. He's better than me in every aspect. He has something that I can't give to the others, whatever it was.

Draken really is the heart of Toman.

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I cried. I cried so hard I think my eyes are raw. I was drunk. Probably to drunk to be sitting on the edge of the roof to look out at the city.

There were tiny voices in my head, whispering this I didn't want to hear but were true.

Worthless. Ugly. Boring. Weak.

"Just shut up," I mumbled, smashing the bottle of whiskey I'd stashed in my room on the ground of the roof. "Don't you think I know that already," I snapped angrily to no one but my own fears. I sniffed, then cried some more, not even sure about what.

I was so out of it I hadn't noticed a presence behind me.

"Kazutora?" I glanced back blearily to see Mikey staring at me with a blank expression. His eyes scanned the situation then flicked back to me.

"Come down from there," was all he said.

A/N: Thanks for all the support and views, I appreciate it. 

I needed the motivation to post this, sorry it was short though.

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-Sky