Why am I the star?//tsukasa angst//[DISCONTINUED]

is it okay to cry?

imagine not getting 3 4* in one ten pull
also hi again
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Tsukasa POV:

The stairs felt endless as I took another step down to the living room. Every creak, every breath, every little sound. Even the silence was too loud to bare.

As I sat on a couch, I felt all eyes on me. I felt myself subconsciously tapping my leg.

"Uhm-" I started, my voice cracking. Damn it, I literally didn't even say a word and I was already breaking up.

"Tsukasa." I heard Nene's soft but piercing voice say. "Just start from the beginning."

I felt salty water drip down my face, and I soon realized they were my own tears. My eyes stung so much it hurt to open my eyes, and my voice was constantly interrupted my hiccups. I looked down, trying to hide my face.

"I'm sorry, I feel like—" I tried to say, "I'm bothering you.." I finished, whispering.

I swallowed, breathing out of my mouth because it was hard to breath out of my nose. "And— I don't know..what to say-"

Crying.

I feeling I was too familiar with.

The three before me didn't say anything. I could tell they were sharing glances, and it made me feel horrible.

Emu was the first to speak. I looked at her, but her face was so, so sad. It hurt. To know that I was the one who made her sad. It wasn't fair.

"Tsukasa..." she started, "everything is ok. You don't have to hold back."

Something changed within me. It was like a rope was finally untied, or a caged dog was finally let free.

"It's all my fault..." I whispered. I dared to look up again.

"Don't worry Tsukasa, we'll listen." Rui said, somehow sensing what I was thinking.

So I told them everything.

Every, last, detail.

I told them things I couldn't have told myself.

Tears still streamed down my face, burning me. I tried to wipe them away, but they were still there.

"Tsukasa..." someone said. My ears were ringing. I felt arms wrap around me, embracing me like I was the last person alive. I returned the hug, desperate for anyone, anything, to be there with me.

"it's ok to cry."

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surprise I'm back but only for this chapter lol cuz I got bored
Edit: ty for 9k views lol