Amnesia // lashton

2.6

t w e n t y f i v e :

Michael and Calum had bought Ashton a bunch of pregnancy books, so when Nathan had come over he wondered why Ashton had pregnancy books and Ashton freaked out saying how he's pregnant. Michael almost punched him, but Calum held his lover back and tears were pricking at Ashton's eyes and admitted that he had a one night stand and that he was drunk and well he could've told him the trust and Nathan left him, but didn't say anything.

"Well at least he told him the truth—"

"Half the truth," Michael says, rolling his eyes. "And some of it was a lie because you and Luke didn't have a one night stand dipshit—"

"Michael!" Calum yells. He looks over at Calum and then at Ashton, who's eyes are red and filled with tears.

Michael sighs rubbing his face. "Okay well you admitted to cheating, so I guess it's fine, but what about Luke,"

Ashton thinks about it, but he doesn't want to stress out, so he simply shakes his head. "I'm not telling. Not now, not ever," Ashton sniffs and Michael wants to punch him so badly. "Luke's right. I need to move on and I realise that he's never going to come back. This baby won't have it's father in it's life, so the father might as well be Nathan if he decides to stick around."

Michael wonders if Ashton is bipolar. "Are you fucking stupid! You and Luke are fucking made for each other, you fucking love him and you're fucking telling me that you aren't going to tell Luke that he's going to be a damn father!" Michael yells and Ashton nods his head. "I swear if Luke ends up getting his heart break because of all this shit, expect me to say I fucking told you so."

Michael walks out, bumping into Nathan. Calum looks over at Ashton, who's staring at at his phone. He can tell he's thinking of something. "Ashton.."

He sniffs looking up at the Kiwi boy. "Michael's right, but I just.. I can't do it Calum. I don't want to ruin his career," he mumbles. Calum walks over to Ashton and puts an arm around him and he leans, setting his head on Calum's shoulder.

Calum sighs. "Look I know you don't want Luke dropping things and coming home, I get that, I do, but I also know that you might as well tell him because this little dork is going to be his child and he deserves to know. I understand if you don't want to tell him now or if you want him to find out himself, but just know that I will support you as long as Luke knows that he's having a child okay,"

Ashton nods his head and Nathan walks in, seeming he cooled down. "I'm sorry," Ashton says, looking down at his feet that are covered in black socks.

Nathan sighs. "No I'm sorry. I just... I shouldn't have ran out like that I mean, cheating is bad, but I mean it was a one night stand, so I mean like he's never going to know and your child is going to grow up without hers or his other father and I don't want them to, so I'll stay and support you because that's what people do when you love someone you care about,"

And Ashton begins to cry again and goes over to Nathan hugging him. Calum smiles and he just hopes Michael doesn't do anything stupid.

-

"I don't know," he hears him mumble into the phone. Luke sighs, slightly touching his new tattoo. He was being a cheesy shit and got Ashton's name tattoo in an arrow heart, but the tattoo artist made it so it didn't look girly. "He's just been sick and all like I told you, but he's getting better. Don't worry Luke. You've got other things to worry about. So that tour?"

Luke hums. "Yeah. I'm opening up for some band named Hey Violet, they seem like a great band honestly. So first we're touring around the US and then Europe and lastly the UK and Ireland and then I'm home and I'll be able to spend time with Ashton— like I miss him so much Michael, I thought leaving him would be good, but I'm like... starting to regret it ya know," Luke mumbles, wiping the tears away from his eyes.

"I know Luke. Ashton... he didn't want to tell you that he's been sick because he doesn't want you to drop anything for him because you're finally getting to live the life you want to and he doesn't want to stop you from that," Michael admits to Luke.

"I know Mike, but it's not the same if Ashton isn't with me," Luke wants to cry and say he quits and he just wants to go home to Ashton and cuddle with him and have sex, but he can't because Ashton's in love with Nathan and Luke will never be as good as Nathan is what he thinks.

"Luke don't cry okay. When you get back, everything will be fine okay, just like how it was. Now don't cry and text Ashton goodnight and send him a really long text on how you love him okay,"

Luke nods his head and then smacks himself because Michael can't see him. "Yeah thanks Mikey,"

"Welcome Luke," they both hang up and Luke goes to Ashton's contact and decides to send him a message.

To: Ashton

From: Luke

Hey princess. I just... I thought I'd send you message because Michael told me to so that you can know how much I love you and that I miss you so much and because of that I just sometimes want to give up and come back home to you, so that I can wrap my arms around you when you sleep and every night that I fall asleep, I have this empty void next to me and it just really sucks, so I guess life just sucks if you aren't here by my side ya know. I love you so much princess, never forget that okay. I love to the moon and back, no matter if you end up loving your stupid boyfriend more than me I'll always love you even if you don't return the favour back. Miss you princess, only six more months till I see you. xoxox

9:34 PM

Ashton was asleep when he got the message. He turns over, Nathan's arm draped around him and he opens his phone and goes to see the message. His eyes scan over the text many times and his eyes well up with tears. He smiles and rubs his tummy.

To: Luke

From: Ashton

I love you too. xx

4:40 AM

a/n: so cute, just so cute. :) sucks cause people use to read this and i just feel like no one does anymore and i get that i haven't updated in a while cause of school, but now i'm out, so yeah. luke won't come back for like the next four chapters maybe? idk yet. I'm trying to get this book up to thirty five chapters and seeing it might happen, this story is coming to an end, so yeah just wanna let you know and it's been amazing going through this journey and it's my first lashton books, so yay!

PLEASE COMMENT, VOTE, SHARE, please, just so i know that people still ACTUALLY LIKE THIS AND STILL READ THIS! sorry for the caps.

enjoy

peace, hemmo