Amnesia // lashton

2.8

t w e n t y e i g h t :

Luke couldn't believe that in a few weeks he'd be going home to his princess. Luke smiles, tweeting his fans. Answering different questions, some asking about his own tour and others asking random questions.

@daisyxtorres_: @lukehemmings what's your sexuality?

Luke frowns because he's never been asked that question. He begins to type answer not really caring what people think about him.

@lukehemmings: @daisyxtorres_ bisexual love.

Honestly Luke doesn't mind. Yeah he's bisexual, so what at least he still likes girls, but is mostly Ashton-sexual since he's kind of infatuated with him at the moment.

Hundreds of girls begin to replay on this some saying that congrats and others saying its a sin to like a man, but he could care less at the moment. All he cared about was that in a few days maybe two weeks at most he'd be home with Ashton, but he wasn't sure how'd Ashton react if he just showed up, saying I'm home.

Luke and him have been texting, saying that Michael will pick him up, seeing as the last concert date is in the O2 Arena in the outskirts of the city of London and Luke's excited. He's already got passes and tickets for Malum and Ashton and maybe he might be nice enough to give one to Ashton boy toy.

He's been working on a new song and he plans on singing it a few days before he arrives home and while the boys see him in London. He thinks it's a great song. It's about Ashton and well yeah him and Ashton and he misses the hazel eyed boy so much it hurts to think about him.

He's exhausted. They had a fantastic show in Dublin and are heading off to Belfast and from there Newcastle, then Leeds and Manchester, then off to Birmingham and from there to London back to his love. He can feel his heart flutter at his name. He texts the boy goodnight as always and decides to get a goodnight rest.

Michael squeals a bit, rapidly typing someone back and Ashton's now six months along in two weeks he'll be seven by the ends of October. Ashton smiles, rubbing his stomach and he looks big, but small as Calum says. "What's up baby," Calum says to Michael as he takes a seat next to Ashton on the couch.

Michael smiles, looking up. "Um... oh yeah, Luke said he got us tickets for the show in London and I'm excited because he's been talking about this song he's going to sing and it's just so perfect, but I'm afraid of him coming back,"

Calum frowns. "Why do you say that babe,"

"I'm afraid he'll get his heart broke--"

"He is the one who told me to movie on in the first place," Ashton mumbles.

Michael sighs. "I know, but do you really think Luke would actually say that? The boy loves you he managed so hard for when you gave him shit the first month you were with him Ashton. He would call me, crying saying that he couldn't take it any longer. He told me he wanted to shoot himself like literally. The only reason he didn't was because he still had hope in the shattered heart of his," Michael tells him.

Calum sadly smiles and Ashton leans on him, frowning. "You're making me feel bad"

"Good you should be," Michael jokes, chuckling afterwards. Calum glares at Michael and he sighs. "I'm joking Ashton."

Ashton turns on the TV and sees they're interviewing Luke. Calum turns it up and they all watch.

"So recently, some fans have been skeptical on the whole you being bisexual. So is it true?" The interviewer asks Luke. It takes a while for like to answer, but he nods his head. "So there's been special girls... any special guy?"

Luke smiles, nodding his head. "Yeah... there is," he blushes.

Michael smiles, looking over at Ashton. "What's special about this boy?"

Luke sighs. "Well for starters when we were dating he put up with all my shit," Luke starts. "And I don't know. Everything was fine... then things changed.... he.... he wasn't the same, but that never stopped me from loving him and leaving him to come on this tour... it was difficult to leave him, but I get to see him in a few days my princess."

A few fans awe in the audience. Calum looks over at Ashton to see him smiling. "See he cares about you Ash," Calum tells him. Ashton nods his head.

"Yeah. I know that,"

"So what's this boy's name?"

"Oh... um.. his name is Ashton, but that's all I'm giving away. I don't want anyone steeling him," his fans chuckles and so does the interviewer.

The three boys watch Luke's interview, Ashton watching him as his eyes light up every time he's mentioned and he smiles because he can see how much Luke loves talking about Ashton and that's all they seemed to talk about in the interview.

"So Luke arrives. What are you going to do?" Michael asks Ashton.

He sighs, shrugging his shoulders. "To be honest I'm scared. That's why I didn't say anything in the first place because... because I was afraid that Luke wouldn't want his kid, I was just simply afraid Michael," Ashton admits to him.

Yes Ashton is very afraid. What if Luke decides to do something to him out of anger because he didn't tell him that he had a child, that his child is growing inside of him.

Calum pats Ashton's shoulder. "Its alright Ashton. We promise that Luke won't hurt you okay. Luke isn't like that he isn't violent. At times yes, but he's never violent and I promise he won't try to hurt you," Ashton nods his head and Calum smiles. "You have nothing to worry about if he asks, just admit to him that you were scared and we'll be there for you so that he doesn't lash out."

Ashton nods. "Yeah.... okay yeah," he says. Calum smiles looking at his lover and they both know that this might work out.

a/n: another update hurray! I'm so excited lukey poo comes back next chapter! Enjoy and I'm going to start going goals.

6 reads, 2 votes. enjoy lovelys.

~ angie.xx