Angsty bsd short stories. (Majority is not all.)

I'm sorry.

Dazai and Chuuya had always been on opposite sides of the law, but they had found themselves drawn to each other in ways they couldn't explain. Their relationship had always been a tumultuous one, with constant arguments and moments of intense passion.

But lately, things had been different. Dazai had been distant, his mind consumed by dark thoughts that he couldn't shake. Chuuya could sense the change in him, but every time he tried to get close to him, Dazai pushed him away.

It all came to a head one night, when Dazai showed up at Chuuya's apartment, his eyes haunted and his demeanor cold.

"What's wrong, Dazai?" Chuuya asked, his concern evident in his voice.

Dazai didn't answer at first, instead pacing back and forth across the room. Finally, he stopped in front of Chuuya, his eyes blazing with a fierce intensity.

"I can't keep doing this, Chuuya," he said, his voice low and strained. "I can't keep pretending that everything is okay between us. I can't keep living this double life."

Chuuya felt his heart sink, knowing exactly what Dazai meant. They were on opposite sides of the law, and their relationship had always been a dangerous one. But he couldn't imagine a life without Dazai in it.

"What are you saying, Dazai?" Chuuya asked, his voice shaking slightly.

Dazai took a step closer to him, his eyes locking onto Chuuya's. "I'm saying that we need to end this, Chuuya. We can't keep doing this. It's not fair to either of us."

Chuuya felt a lump form in his throat, the tears stinging at the corners of his eyes. "I can't lose you, Dazai. I can't live without you."

Dazai's eyes softened, and he reached out to cup Chuuya's face in his hands. "I don't want to lose you either, Chuuya. But we can't keep doing this. It's tearing us apart."

Chuuya felt the tears spill over, his heart breaking at the thought of losing Dazai. "I love you, Dazai. I can't just turn my feelings off like a switch."

Dazai's thumb traced over Chuuya's cheek, his voice low and filled with emotion. "I love you too, Chuuya. But we can't keep living like this. It's not fair to us, and it's not fair to the people we're sworn to protect."

Chuuya nodded slowly, his heart heavy with sorrow. "I understand, Dazai. But it doesn't make it hurt any less."

Dazai pulled him into a tight embrace, holding him close as they both cried. They knew that they were doing the right thing, but it didn't make it any easier. In that moment, they were just two broken souls, clinging to each other in the midst of their pain.