Chapter 4

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Amaya ❤️
finally all settled at charli's, i'm sharing my location with you in case anything happens and my phones always on

i know that the kids bed time is like lunchtime over here and wakeup is around midnight, not that I'll be asleep by then anyway but I'll make sure to do wakeup and bedtime facetimes everyday

Benjamin
calm down

facetimes works great but we're gonna be fine

you need to take this time for yourself, not spend it worrying about us

Amaya ❤️
i know i'm just freaking out a little

Benjamin

i took this earlier

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i took this earlier

couldn't really get them to pose properly but they are alive and safe and content

Amaya❤️
god they're gorgeous

was this a dumb decision

Benjamin
No!

Staying would be the dumb decision

you've been going slowly mad for five years

i know i can't stop you from panicking or overthinking but just try and enjoy yourself ... just a little bit

Amaya ❤️
i will i promise

how are you doing?

Benjamin
amazing to be honest

i get why you love having them with you all the time, like putting them to bed at my house felt weird but incredible

feel like a proper dad

Amaya ❤️
you're the best dad

Benjamin
i feel good though ... if that's what you're worried about

my mum's staying with us so she'll be keeping an eye on me

you can trust me A

Amaya ❤️
i do trust you

i'm sorry

i'll let you get some sleep and I'll talk to you when you wakeup

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