Other Half of My Heart

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I breathed heavy, heart racing so much you feel my heart attacking my chest as I cried.

I heard Vash slam the door open and call for me, but I was paralyzed.

W...why...w...what do...I...do I thought as my body shook like crazy and tears flooded my face.

"Y/N ANSWER ME ARE YOU OK" Vash shouted fear in his voice.

It took a moment but I eventually looked at him.

But flash backs of the nightmare coming to my mind as horror fills my face.

"NO! DONT COME NEAR ME!" I yelled and pushed Vash away when he got close.

"He already got to her...he must have made her think you're evil or something...it might be too late Vash" Wolfwood said.

"N...no..." Vash refused to believe it as he got closer to me.

"If I see you with him...I will ensure this happens in real life..." was what played in my head over and over....and over.

"NO! STAY AWAY FROM ME I MEAN IT!" I yelled out and threw a water bottle at Vash tears streaming don't my face.

"W...what happened to her..." Meryl said shakily.

"AHHH!" I screamed and hugged myself sobbing.

"Y/n..." Vash tried to say but I cut him off.

"NO! NO! NO! STAY AWAY FROM ME! D...DONT EVEN LOOK AT ME!" I yelled knowing full well if he kept it up I was going to loose it trying not to reach for him.

"Y/n..." Meryl tried to say.

"Tell us what happened...we can fix this...what ever Knives said was a lie ok you know Vash! Don't be mad at him HE WOULD NEVER HURT YOU!" Wolfwood yelled.

"DONT YOU THINK I KNOW THAT! I KNOW HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME! BUT WE CANT FIX THIS! WE CANT STOP HIM! THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY TO KEEP IT FROM HAPPENING!" I yelled gripping at my heart.

I fell to the floor and clenched my head shaking it violently.

I DONT WANT TO HURT HIM! HOW....HOW DO I HELP HIM! WHY THE HELL CANT I BE HAPPY! How...do I protect him...I thought.

"K...kill me...p...please..." I said quietly.

I couldn't bare look at the horror on Vash's face when I said that.

"NO! WHY WOULD YOU SAY THA-" Vash started but I cut him off.

"PLEASE!" I cried out.

"N...no..." Vash said refusing.

I should have guessed he would refuse...I thought as I stood up.

I darted out of the room and out of the motel.

I ran...I just kept running.

By the time I realized I was in the middle of no where I fell to the ground screaming.

The hot grands of sand burning my skin, my tears drying the moment it hit the ground.

"W...why...I...I....AHHHH!" I yelled out.

I laid down and let my body down in the heat of the sand once I stopped crying.

"I'll...probably die from the heat in an hour or so...at...at least I...at least I won't hurt Vash...." I said tears spilled from my eyes again at the thought of Vash.

"So that's why you tried to run...what makes you think dying won't hurt Vash...?" Wolfwood said leaning down to my level.

"I don't know what you saw...but if you are scared about causing him physical pain...you shouldn't because there is a pain that is worse than that..." Wolfwood said as he pointed to my chest where my heart ached.

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