Alone ~hyunchan~

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Tw: abuse

Hyunjin never really knew what happiness was.
He has only felt it a few times, but that was back when he was a little boy at the orphanage. Like the day they had a field trip and he tasted ice cream for the first time.
But he knew happiness doesn't last long. Like the day he realized his adopted parents didn't really love him.

That day is one he'd rather forget.

He was very excited when they told him he was going to be adopted. He met his adoptive parents for the first time when they came to visit him at the orphanage. They promised him a nice home, with lots of toys and good food and lots of love. He looked forward to the day he would get to live with his new parents. The day they took him home, it was raining. Hyunjin didn't really like the rain, and he was afraid of thunder. He wanted to be a good boy and not cry, but he couldn't stand it much longer. Soon after they had gotten home, the storm got worse, and he started crying. He asked his parents for a hug, but they laughed at him. He was confused. Why were they laughing? He started crying more because of their response.
That's when the nightmare started.
They yelled at him to stop crying, but that just made him cry even more. "YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING!!" His 'father' yelled, enraged at the little boy. He started to hit Hyunjin and kept yelling, while Hyunjin was on the floor begging his 'mother' for help. All she did was stare at him and laugh. He tried to stop crying and once he did, his father left him alone. " That's right, you better stop crying or it'll be even worse for you if you don't", his father said. Hyunjin wondered where it all went wrong as he was lying there, trying to get up. He asked himself what he had done for his 'parents' to treat him that way. He then came up with an answer that saddened him but he realized it made sense. They hated him because he wasn't good enough. Because he was a bad boy. In his eyes, he was the one at fault.
From that moment on, he never felt happiness again. It was a distant memory and to him it would remain just that.

A memory.

Hellaur!!! I hope ya'll liked the first chapter 😭 this wasn't so hard to write once I got the flow but that's only cause it's the first chapter sksksksksk
I added a trigger warning because of that scene but it isn't super descriptive as I might make other chapters to be but I still added because it may be triggering saurrrrr yeap

I apologize for any grammar mistakes or any typos 😭 I literally don't have an excuse for that lmao 😂
Anyways~
I hope y'all look  forward to the next chapter 🤭🤭
                                             -maris 🐿️🥟