He started falling asleep, but he tries keeping himself awake. He eventually couldn't hold out anymore. He fell asleep.
"Hello Hyunjin. You might be wondering who I am."
Shit.
Shit.
Shittttt.
It's this nightmare.
He hated this one.
It scared him.
He tries to wake up.
But he can't.
He's trapped.
In his mind.
His emotions.
His loneliness.
His memories.
"Who are you?" asks dream Hyunjin.
"Wouldn't you like to know. I'm going to ruin your life. Well, technically your friends life but I'm going to use you to do it." the stranger said whilst smiling eerily.
"Which friend?" Hyunjin asks.
Then the realization hits him.
Hard.
"No."
"Please."
"No."
"No!"
"NOOOOOOOO!!!!"
Hyunjin closed his eye tightly, as the stranger reached out, and he waited for the blow, but it never came.
Hyunjin opened his eyes confused. He wasn't with the stranger anymore. Where was he? This room was white. Plain. Endless.
Hyunjin was scared. The nightmare had never gone this way. He tries waking up again, but he can't.
Hyunjin starts running. And running.and running.
No matter how much he runs, the room never reaches an end. He's scared. What is this place?Hyunjin wakes up sweating, gasping, and confused. What was that? It never went like that.
He sat up, and grabbed a water bottle he had on his nightstand and started drinking. He hadn't realized how thirsty he was until he finished it.
He got off his bed and went to the bathroom, looking at his reflection in the mirror.
He looked like shit. His eyes were red, puffy, he had deep eye bags, dark circles, his hair was all over the place. He washes his face in hopes of looking and feeling a bit better.
He knows he's not going to fall asleep again so he heads to the kitchen and makes himself a hot chocolate. That calms him down a bit, but only a little bit.
He thought back to the nightmare, and was confused. It was weird. What was the room supposed to be? Hyunjin felt trapped. Alone. Scared.
He lays down on the couch, all the thinking and worrying started giving him a headache, and he places his hand on his forehead. He's actually pretty comfortable and falls asleep, sprawled on the couch.
He wakes up to the sun hitting his face, and he sits up, confused for a second on how he got to the couch. He looks out the window, and watches the sunrise.
The sunrise is beautiful, and Hyunjin watches in awe, wishing he could've taken a picture. After sitting there for awhile he decides to start getting ready for work, the beautiful view giving him a little motivation, and Hyunjin hopes that today goes well and nothing bad happens.
Because after all that's happened so far, it can't get worse.
Right?
Did anyone miss me?? 😎 I'm back with this short chapter, and I know I said I was going to update like last week, but I forgot 🙃
I hope y'all like this chapter! I wrote it rn, and literally almost started crying bc I wrote it down in notes, and as I was copying it to paste it here, I accidentally erased it, so I had to rewrite the whole thing by memory, and I changed some things bc I couldn't remember the exact things I wrote the first time lol. And when I finished writing, I realized I hadn't actually deleted the first one, and like I literally just sat at my desk for like five minutes rethinking my whole life lol.
Well anyways here's this, I hope you guys like it!!
I love you all, drink water, eat food, take care of yourself, and remember that although you may not know it or see it, there's always someone that loves and cares for you. Love you guys! ❤
~maris 🐿🥟
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Alone ~hyunchan~
FanfictionShort story Slow updates Hyunjin and Chan meet again after years of not seeing each other. Can they forgive each other for past events and repair their broken friendship? Tw: mentions of/descriptions of domestic violence angst (maybe) self harm