Forget About You

Chapter 36

chloe

i watch josh cry for the first time.
he whimpers a little and then walks out the door.
i really don't want to wake up.
i want to be with my mom and clara
but yet again, if i stay, i can be with josh and my dad.
maybe josh is the love of my life
maybe we'll get married and have a kid.
i would name her christine, or maybe clara.
if it was a boy i dont know what i would name him.
i wouldn't name him after my dad because my dad basically tried to kill me and josh.
i wouldn't name him after josh because, well, josh isn't necessarily someone to look up to.
it'll be confusing.
im just hoping i have a girl.
josh walks in again.
"chloe, i know you can't hear me, but i love you. i really do. i would do anything for you. i would take a bullet for you. i don't know what i would do if you weren't with me. i would marry you if i could. i love you so much. we could have the rest of our lives together."
i suddenly feel a sharp rush through me.
my heart starts beating really fast and im breathing heavily.
"chloe? NURSE!"
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