My Youth | Unlucky

Chapter 3

My poor habit of waking up late returned after the change of medication. The good thing was my legs slowly stopped being restless but I was still having a difficult time to wake up.

I ever tried my luck being slightly without informing. However, she knew and I got scolding and even relieved a feedback from someone that I brushed him off just cause I stated I have experience in SAP and Epic. I was just letting them know so they don't teach me the things I need to know.

My mood was just getting way more annoyed being there. At times I had nothing to do, I would end up dozing off at the counter which is something I don't usually do.

I knew I was unhappy there and my colleagues doesn't seem to be friendly. Nobody even bothers to make friends with me. Was everyone so stuck up? The doctor doesn't even talk to the Psa's. Ahh doctors..I missed Dr Christ and all the other bubbly doctors that I'm friends with. They make me look forward coming to work.

I didn't like this this girl Q. I really can't stand her. She was rude to a patient and she doesn't seem to be patient with me either. Once when I asked for help cause I made a mistake she spoke on the phone say "Sorry eh aku tengah geram. Aku nak tolong. Satu orang" which means "sorry eh. I'm pissed with someone"

What bitch! I nearly wanted to tell her off. If she wasn't happy with me, then don't teach me lah.

If I could bitch slap her, I would.

On the other hand, my friend Ella also complained to me she was struggling to cope at her workplace. Her trainer was strict and mean to her and once shouted at her infront of everyone. She ended up crying and her trainer in the end was told off. I would never want to be in that position. I did guide Ella and gave her advice.

She understood that Eye Clinic was a fast pace and challenging environment. She was definetely not up for it cause she's not use to it. I understood her cause I was once in her position.

Ella and I had the same thought of leaving the company once we get a job. I started sending out my resumes to job portals for admin and other Psa roles. And I chance upon an ad on Instagram to obtain a government certified Diploma in 3 weeks and quickly signed up for it.

A few days later, the Diploma education centre contact me to inform about the course. It was the same place which I had signed up for. This time they were offering Digital Marketing. The diploma was either for someone who wants a career switch or get promoted in their company. And I knew I had to take this offer. I didn't had to worry about the course as it will be deducted from my PSEA account (Post Secondary Education Account) and I knew I had I had enough balance.

I went down for the school consultation to learn more and signed up for it. It was the same office and the same girl that served me.

Siti's husband, Khai , had actually graduated from their school and he succeeded earning the Diploma. However, he didn't want to pursue Digital Marketing as it was not his interest.

My only hope was to obtain the Diploma Cert to find a better job and earn a higher income than what I currenty have. Cause I know I deserved better