Addison POV
It is now the year for the 69th hunger games and ever since Sofia woke up she has had a never ending anger for the capitol which has grown in time, every few months Jack, Sofia and Finnick head to the capitol for a few days and every time I ask they say the same thing. ' don't worry about it Addy, we got this under control'
I wish they would just tell me, I would understand and help them when I could, since they have helped me. it's what family do for one another.
"it's for the best my love" JJ kisses my forehead before walking back to the village with an upset Mags. I try not to let it bother me since I am meeting up with Dustin who never fails to put a smile on my face.
"Dusty, I can't help it. I hate that they are keeping secrets from me, by now at least one of them should have cracked."I sigh.
"well Addy, let's think to why they would go back. Maybe a lover? " Dustin jokes as hit my head.
"That's it" I yell as he jumps.
"they have lovers? but I always though that Jack and Sof are together and that Finnick was like in love with you or something" He rumbles at laugh.
Finnick loving me? please I wish
"Fia and Jacky are in a relationship and Finnick would never and I mean never feel that way for me. even if I have more the friends feeling for him" I mumble the end even though I tell him all about my not so recent discovery of my feelings for my best friend.
"I'm having a mind fart, explain so we are on the same page girl" Dustin throws his hands on my waist to keep me still as I have tears in my eyes. His touch doesn't bother me since he's gay but I also know he would never hurt me, if anything he got Cole away from me when I froze.
"the reason why when they get home Jack and Sofia stay locked in a room and the same reason Finnick stays in the shower for hours as he tries to mumble his sobs. the same reason they have mysterious bruises all over their body. don't you get it yet Dustin" I yell out in frustration that it has taken me so long to figure it out.
"Snow is selling them" I mumble as Dustin pulls me into a brotherly embrace.
"omg my love I am so sorry" he says as he runs his hands through my hair as I stare off into the ocean.
"we need to talk, all of us. sit down" I speak up for the first time as we enter our home. I didn't hug any of them or say a word just walked in front.
I stand in front of them all Mags and JJ sitting on chairs behind Jack, Sofia and Finnick. I look at their visible bruises I can see and their puffy eyes.
"How could you not tell me, why would you not tell me" I start as my voice cracks looking at my hurting family.
"what do you mean Addison"Jack mumbles not making eye contact with me.
"please Addy, not right now" Sofia starts as Finnick cuts her off.
"buttercup, I'm not sure what you mean"
"did you two knows, about them" I look between Mags and JJ and their silence speaks volume. they knew and did't tell me.
"Jackson Wilson look at me" I whisper as he looks up at me. I grab his hand in mine before dropping to my knees.
"why would you not tell me that Snow is selling you to the women of the capitol same as Finnick" I glance at finnick as his eyes gloss over.
"Or how Sofia gets sold off to the men even after her coma and everything else. or how our legal guardians said nothing to me and let me pretend that everything was ok" I finish as tears start rolling down my face.
"We couldn't, if we did Snow would kill another person we love"Finnick was the one to speak up as I watch him break right in front of my eyes.
"It's okay Finn, I'm here" I mumble as I pull him into my arms as Jack crumbles as cry along with Sofia as Mags and JJ hold them.
The four them leave to calm down as I pull Finn back enough to wipe his tears.
"you don't have to tell me anymore, I just wish I knew so could help when you come home was all." I whisper as he gives me a jaw dropping smile.
"you do help, with you just being you. After what you have been through we did't want you to find out. we wanted you safe" I kiss his forehead as he pulls me up onto his lap.
"then that's what I will do, even if I now know the reason for the visits " I cuddle into him.
"Is that why, our parents mysteriously died?"I ask after a few moments past.
"Your father wasn't meant to go on the boat with mine and Sofia's but yes, it was because I said no but then he threatened You, Sofia, Jack and Eric and well, now snow threatens us all with you" Finnick responds as I let another tear fall.
"I can't let you all suffer because of me" I cry as Finnick forces me to look up at him.
"all we want is you alive and safe" he whispers as I sob into his chest as we hold each other together even though we really are falling apart.
JJ and Mags left to Mentor this years games and Snow 'let' the rest of them have a break, so I spent everyday for the next 4 weeks with my twin, my best friend and basically my sister and of course Dustin joined us every now and then. We had beach days and spent days with Bethany and the little devils. spent days at the town markets and even had nights at our cave.
Every second day I would train one on one with one of them and by the end of the cycle I would train with them all as we spar and all train with our weapons. Next year is my last year of getting reaped but Jack said if they all keep their side of the deal and I tell no one other the dustin who wouldn't say a word then I would be safe from the games.
I still train to be prepared if Snow double crosses them and I won't die in the bloodbath at least. I still dance daily just not so many hours of the day. I even help run classes for the homeless the kids love it and my little helping hands are of course Smith and Jay.
Jack and Fia's relationship is staying strong and at this rate I know they will last until our old days. Sometimes Finn and I leave them be as they going out and feel bad leaving us out but we don't mind, it has always been them and us.
Jacky & Fia
Sugarcube & buttercup
During our little time away in our world, Finnick and I made a duet that we got to show our family and dustin but at this rate he is family. Bethany and her kids came and Olivia filmed it and posted it to promote the studio.
who knows one day we may be together but today is not that day.
A/N:
Next chapter gets a bit interesting if I do say so
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FanfictionAddison Wilson was drowning and her hate for the Capitol grows when every person she loves are thrown in the Arena. Does she go through them? May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favour Read to find out!