This Place (boyxboy)

Fighter

I don't even know what time it is. I heard the owners kicking my mom outside again. Why can't they understand? Ugh, this place pisses me off so much. Now my mom's going to freeze until morning. I don't get this place. Aren't they supposed to help us? My poor mom all alone at night in such a big scary world. Probably in the dumb pajamas they give us that aren't even warm. And if we complain it turns into a war. That they always win. I can hear my mom throwing trash cans and murmuring to her self as tears run down her checks. I hate hearing her go through this. But I must admit she's strong. She's never touched a drug or a wine bottle. She doesn't cut or she hasn't attempted suicide. If I was her I would have killed myself long time ago. She's also the reason I keep pushing. I love my mom so much. Another thing is I don't have a dad. My mom in her 20's had a hard time finding a job so she went a bar to get a drink. But then this man stopped her from buying anything. And he started hitting on my mom. As time went on my mom fell for him. His name was Jonathon. And one day they decided to have intercourse. Little did my mom know that Jonathon was a one night stand person. And he left her for another woman shortly after. Later she found out she was pregnant with me. Surprisingly she pulled though without the help of drugs. She named me Winner because I was going to be a winner like her. I love my mom. I tell her everything and she tells me everything. If I lost her I didn't know what I'd do.  My mom is everything. She was there for me when I was accused of being gay. My mom always has my back. We're sorta like best friends. I love my mom she is really pretty she has coca coloured hair and a chocolate brown eye colour. And she's so skinny but she knows karate but her fear over powers her skills. But she taught me how to do the basics. I love my mom she taught me how to live up to my name. WINNER! My role model is my mother. One day I'll be like her. One day!