This Place (boyxboy)

Hospital Worries

After Catherine left I began to cry again. I was scared for Suzy's life and I'm just a wreak without Rick. He was the only person I had.  I keep losing everyone. I'm too weak to even protect myself right now. I want to back out of everyone's life. It would make everything so much better. Tomorrow, I'll find a way to end it. It felt like the night lasted forever. But in the morning I had a visitor. It was a police officer. He stood up right beside my bed. He closed the door and asked for privacy. "Morning Winner. We had noticed you and your loved ones had many fall outs with a certain gang. Is this true?" "Well, yeah?" "We think it's time we step in and equip you and your loved ones with a bodyguard." What? A bodyguard! How can I kill myself if I got someone watching my every move? Damn! I should have said no. I really want Suzy to get a bodyguard but not me. I don't even want to be alive currently. "Uhh, sir. I'm going to be in here for quite sometime. I don't think I'll need a bodyguard. But I think it's best Suzy gets one." "That is true. But you never know Winner. They could come back at anytime." "Still, I'll be fine. Just protect Suzy." "Alright." Then Catherine walked in and told the officer he had to leave. Over the months he visited once a week. It was so annoying but at least he was making sure Suzy was safe. Suzy was actually the only reason I haven't ended it. I still don't feel the same without Rick but I can't let Suzy life alone in this world when "Thug Daddy" knows her and is after her. A few times they ask if they should give her a new name and life. But I denied the request each time. Two months have passed and no one hear anything of "Thug Daddy", my mom, or even the School Rebels. Life was actually improving. Like Suzy got a job as a supply teacher. And that's were she meet her best friend, Nancy. Nancy had long black hair and dark brown eye colour. She was pretty. They were like meant to be best friends. They went everywhere together. Nancy was really nice. She'd buy me anything I wanted. And she'd make me laugh when I was feeling down.