This Place (boyxboy)

Bleed Out

For a second I just stood there. Watching the blood flow out of my arm onto the ground still crying. Then I pulled out my phone and was about to call 911 but then I saw the time. It was 8:35. Then I thought don't call 911, Rick's dead, there's no reason for you to be alive, just let your bleed to death. I was feeling pretty light headed. I sat down in the kitchen next to the knife. I was covered in blood. But I wasn't dying fast enough. I grabbed the knife. And held it above my hand. The Rick's face popped into my head. I could hardly hold the knife. I tried to cut my arm but I couldn't I was too weak. I just sat there. My vision blurred. I was going back and forth between conscious and unconscious. Just before I blacked out completely. I heard a scream. Next thing I know is I woke up in a hospital bed. At first I thought this was a terrible nightmare. Then I looked at my arm. It was wrapped up in bandages that were soaked in blood. I was still quite light headed but I maneged to look on my other side and sitting down beside the bed was Suzy crying her eyes out. I could hardly talk or move I guess I was incompletely unconscious.  "Suzy..." I maneged to spit out. "Suzy..." Then she looked up and wiped away her tears. I tried to smile but it made my head more light. "WINNER! OH MY GOD! YOU'RE OKAY! THANK GOD! I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO LOSE YOU TOO!" She said as she ran up and was about to hug me but the something stopped her. Then I hear her murmur to herself "Dumb doctors said I can't hug him. Damn it!" I wanted to ask about Rick but she went out of the room. Then she came back with a doctor. "Please doctor can I please hug him. Please!" "Fine but be careful." said the doctor Suzy gave me a loose hug but I knew she wanted to give me a bigger one but she couldn't. "Hello, Winner. My name is Catherine. I'll be your doctor while you stay here and get better." said my doctor smiling "Hi." "Well,  you should get some sleep Winner. This was a long day." "Suzy... hug... bye?" I just maneged to asked Suzy and she came and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "I'll visit tomorrow. I love you bye!" And then she left. I missed her already. The Catherine told me what to do if I ever needed help then she left too. I was alone.