This Place (boyxboy)

Tears

Well, they finally let my mom back inside at 6 o'clock in the morning. She's frozen and still crying. I finally worked up the nerve to get off my bed and walk her to my room to warm her up. It takes nerve to do that in this place they get real mad it you make noise. Well, now my mom's sitting beside me on my bed with the heater on high. I gave her my warmest sweater and a stolen hot chocolate from the coffee maker. She deserves it. I love to see her smile but I don't see it that much. But right now she has the most beautiful smile on. A smile that says, This is my son. I love him dearly. And because of him there's hope. I love my mom. I'd be nowhere if it wasn't for her. We never get in actually arguments it's normal just my mom not taking my jacket because then I'll be cold. Or not stealing because there's hope. Nothing big. And I never ever EVER said to my mom or even thought about saying I hate you mom. I love her. I can't bear to lose her. It's like 6:30 am right now and the breakfast is served at 7 till like 8. But by then they already forced us off to school in a school bus. My mom said she's sleeping in till 7 so she'll be awake to say bye. The moment came when they let us say our goodbyes. But they think it's meaningless because we're only gone for 6 hours. But it's scary out there no one wants to go back but we have to. At this time my mom's crying more then she ever cried. It broke my heart so much. But then I had to let go. So she kissed me on my forehead and said to me, "Never frown, you never know who's falling in love with your smile." And she put on the cutest smile while still crying. I waved bye as the bus started up I said "I love you, don't forget about me." which made cry so much more. When a few minutes of being on the road I heard this kid say, "Winner's mom's such a baby." Two seconds later, he was out like a light and everyone sat in silence. And then I stared out the window and watched as my eyes tear up.