no matter how close y/n thought she was, she was always a bit too far from getting to the love of her life, jeon jungkook, aka her best friend.
when he comes back to korea after suddenly leaving her, why does he feel like he's slowly falling in love...
y/n had came home from whatever meet up her and jungkook had two months ago.
a five minute conversation managed to break them apart.
y/n sighed and opened her phone to the same home screen.
10 missed calls from: jungkook
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6 messages from: jungkook
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she left the calls and messages unanswered and continued working in her office.
she was so mad every time she tried focusing on something because her mind would drift off to jungkook.
she woke up?
jungkook.
she's eating breakfast?
jungkook.
hell, she opens her phone and who is it?
you guessed it,
jungkook.
she groaned and got up out of her office chair, making her way to the door when it suddenly slammed open.
yelping an 'oh!' y/n stepped back quickly and put her arms up to cover her face, hiding herself as she waited for something to happen.
instead, she heard deep breaths as if someone were running a marathon.
she looked past her arms and widened her eyes when she saw someone she dreaded to speak to.
jungkook.
"w-what're you doing here?" y/n asked and she observed how jungkook closed the door in a rushed manner, breathing in a more stable manner.
"what am i doing here? you're funny yang y/n." he said and the said girl had chills going down her spine.
"what?"
"don't fucking what me!" jungkook said loudly as he got closer to y/n who was backing up from him at the same pace.
"you- you ghosted me and never answered my calls or texts for two months. TWO MONTHS. imagine what went through my head when you did that." jungkook said as he got closer to y/n.
the said girl was now trapped in between jungkook and her desk, and she wasn't fond of that.
"what went through your head? oh i'm sorry jungkook, i'm sorry that i couldn't bring myself to talk to you after you openly rejected and embarrassed me only for you to say two weeks later that you like me. i'm sorry you had to deal with me being an inconvenience for you because i needed time to myself to figure things out and get my life back under control." y/n said as she got close to jungkook's face, feeling angry.
anger turned into sadness, and sadness turned into to guilt, and now y/n's eyes were teary and full of pain.
"i'm sorry jungkook. i'm sorry i left you without any warning." she said as she leaned back on her desk.
jungkook stood there with his arms by his side, watching the girls every move.
"do you know what shit i went through when we were friends?"
jungkook paused to shake his head softly while he lingered on her words.
'were? are we not anymore?'
"you were popular and had a bunch of friends, fine by me because you were my best friend. you would talk to girls in front of me but i came to terms with that because you didn't like any of them. but as time moved on, every little thing started hurting more- because i started to like you more." she paused to swallow the lump in her throat.
"jina came along and i lost it. seeing her with you made me feel like a piece of shit. i always hated myself for hating jina, i should've been happy, i should've been a supportive best friend. but instead i was busy getting salty about the fact that it was jina you were with. not me." she choked in between her words, trying to stop herself from crying.
jungkook saw it.
her red and teary eyes, the way her lips were tinted a bright pink from how much she chewed on it, the way she shook as if she were by herself in the freezing cold, the way she crossed her arms in an insecure way.
he saw it all.
"is that what you wanted to tell me? eight years ago? you fought and cried our eyes out because of me?" he said in a soft voice as he got closer.
y/n said nothing but kept her head on the floor as tears filled her vision.
"i'm sorry y/n. i'm so sorry y/n. i should've known my feelings for you sooner." he said and she looked up.
"please don't like me because you you pity me. i'd rather be left alone then be liked out of pity." she said as she held onto his sleeve.
'god no y/n i could never.'
"don't ever think that okay? i like you for who you are and what relationship we share." he said and the crying girl sniffled, smiling a bit.
"thank you jungkook."
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