My Obsession

Chapter Twenty nine:

Once we were all able to sneak upstairs without any of the parents seeing us we all got changed into more comfy clothes. I toss my shoes into my room and changed into a pair of black shorts and Mattheo's flannel button up from earlier. I was finishing buttoning up the flannel when I hear a knock on the door, "Come in." I call out, watching Theodore walk in and close the door behind him. "Hi Theo, everything okay?" I ask him. He walks over and cups my cheeks in his hand, "Theo what are you doing?" I ask him, shocked at his actions. He leans in and pushes his lips against mine, he held our kiss and I don't know if it was the mixture of drugs and liquor but I kissed him back. I put my hands on top of his, he pulls back first. "I'm in love with you." He whispers to me, laying his forehead against mine. I felt my heart drop to my stomach, "What...?" I question, dropping my hands from his. He steps back from me and puts his hands in his pockets and let's out a sigh. "What does Mattheo have that I don't?" He ask me, staring right through me. "Theo we don't have to get into this right now." I tell him softly, taking a step back from him. "It's been you and I for years now. I've been there for you for years, always having your back. Now Mattheo's here I don't even exist to you anymore." He snaps at me. "Theodore your still my best friend, that doesn't change anything." I tell him, he scoffs and shakes his head at me. "I don't wanna be your friend, I want to be more than that." He shouts at me, running his hands through his hair. "Mattheo Riddle isn't the guy you should be with. You don't seem to understand that." He shouts again at me. "Theodore stop this right now." I shout back at him, shocked by his actions and how upset he is right now. "I'm trying to protect you, like always." He shouts again, "We'll I don't need you to protect me. You need to stop being so jealous all the time, it's ruining our friendship if you keep this up." I shout at him, finally hitting my breaking point with him. The two of us glaring at one another, Enzo swings open my door. "What the fuck is going on in here?" Enzo snaps at us, leaving the door open and walking in further. "You don't know him Y/N but I do, you are nothing to him." Theodore snaps at me, turning away and storming out my room. I storm out after him, stopping in the hallway. "I hate you Theodore Nott." I shout at him, watching him storm off down the hallway. I take a deep breath and look at Enzo, he sighs and pulls me into a hug. "Wanna talk about what happened?" He ask me, wrapping his arms around my waist. I nod my head and pull back from him, I climb into my bed and run my fingers through my hair. "He came in here, kissed me and told me he was in love with me. Then he wanted to know what Mattheo has that he doesn't and that's when the screaming started." I tell Enzo, he climbs into bed next to me and wraps his arm around my shoulder. "He's been in love with you for a long time now, it's hard for him to see you so happy with Mattheo." Enzo tells me. "So that means he can screams at me for my feelings?" I ask him, "No, no. Not at all. What I'm saying is that's why he snapped at you, that's why he got all worked up because he's jealous of whatever you and Riddle are. Everyone saw it from the first few times you two talked there was a connection. Then all the time you spent together, you always looked to him, slept in bed with him, all of that stuff. We've all seen that relationship grow and he didn't wanna accept it. I guess that's why it all came to a point tonight when you two openly kissed each other infront of everyone." Enzo tells me, kissing the top of my head. I sigh and lay my head on his chest.

Mattheo swings open my room and looks over at Enzo and I, Enzo sits up and looks down at me. "You gonna be okay?" He ask me, I smile at him and nod my head. "My room is just down the hall if you need me." He tells me, I smile at him and kiss his cheek. He gets up and nods his head at Mattheo. Mattheo closes the door behind him and walks over to my bed, "Draco told me everything that happened, I'm sorry I wasn't here. I got pulled away for a minute." Mattheo tells me, tossing his suit jacket on the bed and sitting down in front of me. "I'm not mad Matty." I tell him, leaning over and kissing his cheek. He grabs my hips and pulls me into his lap. "I won't ever let him speak to you that way ever again." He tells me, pushing hair out my face. "I do have to tell you Theodore and I kissed, I want to be the one who tells you and not you find out on your own." I tell him, running my thumb softly against his cheek. He sighs and just nods his head, he stays silent and stares out the window, looking out at the dark forest out my window. I study his face, trying to get a read on what was going on inside his head. "Matty?" I question softly, pulling his attention to me. He sets me down next to him and stands up, "Where you going?" I ask him, sitting up on my knees while I watch him grab his suit jacket. "I need some space right now." He tells me, walking out the door and slamming it behind him. "Dick." I shout, throwing my shoe at the door. I get up and walk out the door, I watch Mattheo walk down the steps and outside the Manor. I sigh and walk down the hall to Pansy's room, I knock softly. "Come in." She calls out. I push open her door and see her sitting in Deans lap on her bed. "What happened?" She ask me concerned. I close the door behind me and climb into bed next to her. "Everything okay Black?" Dean ask me, as I pull the covers over myself. "Theodore and I kissed and then had a huge fight about why I want Mattheo not him. Enzo comforted me and then Mattheo came, I told him Theodore and I kissed and then he stormed off out my room. Now here I am." I say, throwing my hands up in frustration. "Wait what?" Pansy questions me shocked. I just nod my head and roll over on my side to face them, "Can I stay here tonight? I really don't want to deal with any of the boys right now." I ask her, Pansy smiles and lays down next to me. "Let's plan what we're gonna do tomorrow, just the three of us." Pansy says, starting to list out a bunch of ideas of what to do, it didn't take long of her rambling on for me to fall asleep.