Be Mine Again

11

1 year ago...

Jennifer's pov

"Babe I've told you time and time again if your gonna use my stuff just put it back where it was. Every time I wanna use something that you've used I can't find it anywhere." I said.

"Fine I just won't use your shit anymore" she grunts walking away. " baby that's not what I'm saying-" I said but she already walked away.

I sigh and putting my hands on my face.

I'm so stressed. I've never been this stressed before and it's all because of Leah. I won't say it's only her, I've done my fair share but it seems as though we can't get along.

I either start a fight or she will but the difference is I stay till the end of the argument while she'll leave the argument. It pisses me off.

I feel like every time we argue or something happens, I have to apologize or I have to be the bigger person and I'm tired of it.

It's about time she takes accountability for once. I'm gonna be petty. I want to see what she actually does.

I get up from my desk chair and walk to our bedroom.

I walked passed her and go into the bathroom.

I undress myself and go into the shower.

After showering, I dry myself and get dressed.

I climb into bed on my side of the bed and turn the tv on.

I put on a show and watch it.

I just pretend that she isn't there. It's harder then it seems when all I want to do is love her and hug her but I have to prove a point.

"Can you turn that down a little, are you deaf?" She complains.

I ignore her attitude and watch the show.

All of a sudden she grabs the remote and turns it down herself.

"Thanks for nothing" she said.

I grab the remote and turn it back up. "Are you trying to piss me off?" She asks but I ignore her.

"I don't need to be dealing with this shit." She says under her breath and leaves the room.

We've never been this mean to each other. It kind of scares me, but I need to be strong.

I turn the tv off and go to sleep. But I couldn't. I kept rolling around and staring at the ceiling.

I know I've went a couple days without Leah when we go on business trips but it's always been difficult to sleep without her.

I grab her pillow and hug it.

Letting her scent fill my nostrils, into my lungs.

I wrap my legs around it too and feel myself drifting off.

-

I hear the shower turn on.

I flutter my eyes open and see Leah undressing herself in the bathroom.

I close my eyes, but get up from the bed and go in there to freshen up.

After using it I went downstairs for breakfast.

I made myself and Leah some. Even though she doesn't deserve it. She needs to eat.

I bring the food outside and eat it out there. The fresh breeze felt good against my skin. Just taking in the beautiful backyard and green.

After I finish eating I bring the plate to the kitchen sink.

I walked passed the still full plate of food that was for Leah. I grab the plate and put it in the microwave.