lost and found MIKEY X READER

heart ache

SANZU'S POV

I rushed upstaires holding Kanatsu in my hands, i placed her on the bed, i know she's wet but making sure she doesn't xatsh a cold is more important

She was shaking and not able to talk or move "i'll help you take these off until Ran finishes your shower." I said

I took off her beanie then her jacket and the i don't know how much layers she was wearing

"Sanzu, her bath is ready." Ran came out of her bathroom telling me that "not fair! You don't get to undress her yourself!"

I gave him a blank look "do you think it's the time? Get out now!" I groaned. He just chuckled andleft

"Y-! Kanatsu. I'm sorry you might kill me after this, but you have to get undressed." I apologized and she nodded without question

I almost forgot that she's not sobber... guess the drug had it's benifit

I held her to the bathroom and placed her in the tub then took her last pieces without looking

She hugged her knees and continued shivering for some time, so i grabbed some water in my palm and and threw it on her shoulders and head to warm her more

Man, how i wish we could do this when we are both sobber, and not in this akward position, and her remembering me

But even without remembering she chose Mikey again. And he chose her over herself. But i was the one who remembered her

"Brtter?" I asked, killing the silence that we unusualy have.

She nodded "archou!" She sneezed softly, guess she caught a cold after all

"Come dry yourself up and wear this, you should sit beside the fire and drink something warm." I said giving her a towel and a bath robe

I heard her get out of the water, she had the robe around her and her wet hair was dripping a little

"Didn't i tell you to dey yourself? And what's this? Close this shit up." I said pointing at her slightly exposed chest and turned to the side

She stepped wobbly to me "why? I thought you like looking at girls?" She teased getting closer to me

I grabbed the him of the robe and closed the opened side "yeah but not yours. You're a lolly." I said looking firmly into her eyes

As we gazed, she sneezed again "fuck. Come i'll dry your hair and brush it so we can get dowb." I said pushing her to the room

She sat on the bed and i started brushing her hair "Haru." Y/n called lowly. How i miss her calling me this, but i know she's not realising that she is

"What?" I answered "have you ever loved someone?" She asked out of the blue. Man she doesn't have a tolenrence against this low effect drug. Good thing i didn't give her any stronger

"Where did that come from?" I asked, actualy trying to avoid the answer "i don't know. I was just curious, how does love feel?" She said back

I let go of her hair once i was done and she turned to me waiting for an answer "i did. I still do. But she's far from my reach." I answered, i knew she's not gonna remember this tomorrow, so let me at leas say some of what i have

"Where is she? Dead or kidnapped?" She asked "alive. And right infront of my eyes, but far at the same time." I said

"Oh" was all she said then stayed quiet "so what do you wish to do when you see her? Since she's far." She asked

My lips parted, i looked at her curious eyes, the same eyes as that little girl, when she'd ask me what kind of girl i love

I breathed slightly "when she's right there... infront of me... her eyes piercing through mine.... i want to lean close... feel her breath on my lips... and..."