After Shin's death, on August 13th 2003, I felt like I lost my father. I never had one from the first place, and having Shin-nii with me made me forget that
But when he died, weird things started to happen. The curse he told me about, that affected everyone around him... it didn't affect me
After his death, i went to Manjiro's house, it felt so empty and suffocating, the air there wasn't like before
When i went to Manjiro's room, which was Shin-nii's garage, i saw something weird
I saw the dark impulse, as if it was a figure evilly laughing and flying around the room. That until it saw me
When its eyes landed on me, it obtained a shocked and scared expression and quickly hid in the corner
"Y/n?" I heard Manjiro's tired voice calling me from his bed. He had just woken up and he was rubbing his eyes. He's so cute!
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Anyways. I went to his bed and sat next to him "how are you feeling?" I asked, he felt a little sick after Shin-nii's death. Guess it's an alternative from crying
He didn't speak, he only lowered his head so i got closer and pulled him into a hug "that was a stupid question." I said lowly
The door of the room opened, and it was Emma coming in with a tray, it had orange juice and rice porridge
As she was walking in, i noticed the impulses coming back and surrounding her, it gave her a scary look but she wasn't scared since she can't see them
It eyes landed on me then and i looked at it blankly, so it just few back inside Manjiro
On that day, i knew something was different with me, i knew that these impulses were scared of me, but why?
Well, i got the answer a little soon after
When we used to play, i'd always fall and scratch myself, but i'd get up normally again
But one day, when Manjiro and I were playing fights, he gave me a hard kick in the stomach which made me cough some blood
Once that happened, i saw the impulse screaming from scare, and it looked like it had some kind of electric shock
Manjiro was worried about me, but i forgot the pain when i saw the reaction of the impulses
That night, i had a dream, or more like a vision, Shin-nii told me something that never left my mind
'The curse will break when the soul that loves Manjiro the most will sacrifice itself for him. I never knew someone who loves Manjiro as much as you do y/n. I couldn't even love him the way you did. Even if you don't show it, your heart screams it out loud. So if you're really willing to save him, you should sacrifice yourself in front of him when the impulses are unleashed in him. And if he truly loves you, the trigger will activate and you can go back in time, but the impulses will be gone.'
