I moved into a hotel that night, mom did cry a little, but she understood what i'm going through, and i promised i'd come to see her everyday
I took a big room in the hotel and rent it for few months, it won't matter anyways since i'll go to the past soon
As i was unpacking my bags, i noticed something i had completely forgotten, it was the papers Manjiro left in my room
I opened the folder and looked inside. There was a whole bunch on handwritten letters and some pictures
I looked at them and they had numbers on them, which means they are in a specific order
I looked for the page number one
It's been a few days since you fell unconscious, for some reason, and these few days were so hard. I've been sitting next to your bed all the time waiting for you to wake up, it reminded me of the time you were in the hospital and by some miracle you woke up. I hope that you will not stay in a coma for too long. I know you're not dead, you usually lose consciousness when it's something about your memories, but it was too long this time
Anyways, that's not my point. I know you'll be wondering why am i writing these letters for you. Well, because i know when you wake uo, you won't be with me, you'll be away from me, because i'm harm to anyone who is close to me
Paper 2 Another week passed, and you're not waking up, I don't know if this is a good or a bad sign. Judging from your face, you look like you're peacefully sleeping. So I guess you should be fine. For the most part, I don't want you to wake up, just because you'll go as soon as you do, since you're not safe around me. I've been losing control the past few days, there is no one to talk sense in me, and there won't be anymore. You were the proof that everyone who makes me happy will be in trouble, so i guess it's better for you to leave after all
Paper 3 You asked me once why i don't have photos of Toman and my childhood, right? Well, I do have, but I buried them in my past, like everything else. But since you were curious, here they are
You know, now that i saw these old pics with y/n in most of them, i can't help but think that you two look alike, but at the same time, there is something denying me from thinking that, i wonder what and why
Paper 4 That's it. I've completely lost control. I'm no longer thinking sainly. I only want to kill. These impulses are rising in me more and more, making me just want to kill. It's better if you're moved away from me from now, i don't know what might go through me and i might hurt you.
When you wake up and have these, I want you to know that I felt happy with your presence. I felt that y/n lived in you. So take care of yourself, because you were able to do something only one person was able to do. I won't even be surprised if you told me that you were y/n and pranking me all this time
Anyways. This is the last thing I'll be writing to you, so please take care of yourself. And if anything, you can go ask a police officer named Naoto Tachibana to guide you to Ken Ryuguji, my old friend, you'll be happy with them, just like I was.
I bid you farewell, Kanatsu. Sorry I won't be there when you recover your memories. I will never be able to participate in anything good for my friends. But thank you for running away from Black Wolves and crossing my path, you brought me the happiest memories about the girl i love
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