Weirdo's Forever (A TOH FanFiction.)

Unforgivable

Luz POV:

I look around after I had stopped running, putting my hands on my knees I took deep breaths trying to get some air into my lungs. I look back after hearing a sound. The fungus getting closer, I take off running again barely being able to catch me breath. I suddenly start falling and spinning forward, slamming onto the ground I'm at Hex-side. I run into the school and down the hallways into the bathroom, slamming the door shut I take deep breaths finally being able to breath. I lock the door knowing it won't stop it. I walk over to the mirror and put my hands on my face, seeing I'm in the stupid fucking Belos costume again.

I drag my hands through my hair as I look down. "Why is it always this fucking nightmare." I look back up to see something new, catching me off guard. I see my mother. I spin around and put my hands on the sink. "Mama? What are you doing here?" She looks at me as blood starts to pour from her mouth and she puts a hand upto her stomach. "It's all your fault Luz. You took so log getting there I died, he killed me. Why didn't you save me Mija?" She says stepping toward as blood starts pouring from her lips. "Ma? What do you mean I tried to hard, your okay." I step forward, falling into a black pit as I start spinning again.

I land on my feet as I'm pushed to the ground by Amity. "Who cares if you died Luz? It doesn't make you special, Nobody care you tried to save the Collector. Your not a Hero, Stop acting like one." I start to cry as I put a hand upto my mouth to cover my sobs. "You killed Kings dad before he ever got to meet his son, took his powers. Thanks to you, gliphs are useless. Oh yeah you learned all them for what? Fucking idiot is what you are. Your no better then Belos." Venom laced in ever last word she said, I sat there on my knees as I sobbed listening to every word she said. I feel a shoe on my chest before I pushed backwards into a pit.

I start spinning again, this time it last for a few minutes. Voices of all my friends fill the air, telling me of every time I missed up and ruined their lives. Suddenly my back connects with a solid ground and all the wind is knocked out of me, I start coughing as I see Eda stand over me. "Eda?" I said through a gasp as I sat up to see the owl house. "I should have thrown your back through that door and burned it. I should have never, ever, let you come here and stay. You ruined my life Luz, I lost my arm just because you couldn't stop the draining spell." I stand up and put my arms on Eda's shoulders, and take them off just as fast. I back up in fear as I see her start to turn into stone. "Look at you, Just like Belos, but even he didn't petrify me." She said as she turned fully to stone.

I fall to the ground in tears, landing on my knees and wincing. "Their all right, all of them. It's all my fault." I said clenching my fist, balling the cape up. I see the fungus slowly creep it's way up to me and slowly consume me just like it had before. I feel ever second of the pain I felt when I saved the collector, the feeling as it slide under my skin and covered my face leaving me unable to breath. I didn't pass this time, I sat there realizing and started clawing at the fungus. I can't escape and I can't breath, the pain getting worse as I felt my inter body get consumed by it. My silent scram being left unanswered as I slowly felt myself losing control, I kept clawing at my face to no avail.

My arms suddenly going limit as them had been taken by the fungus, I sat there. My hands by my sides on the ground, on my knees. Slowly suffocating from the fungus, my mind raising as I gasp for air. All the sudden my mind goes blank as I suddenly felt that warm fuzzy feeling. I gasp as I wake up and shoot up off of where I was sleeping, being Amity's lap. My heart raising and my hands trembling I stumbled off of her and rushed to the door, I fall after making it to the kitchen. A loud this range out through the empty house as I could feel the skin tear off my face. I put my hand upto my check as I stood up, making my face sting where I touched.

I jumped up and stumbled for the door and opened it as I threw myself out of the house and onto the hard ground. I lay there for a few moments collecting my thoughts and calming down, the sun just barely showing I feel the dew on my face from off the grass. I stretch my fingers out and feel the grass go between my hands I sit up and take a few deep breaths. I suddenly feel a pair of hands around my back and my body tenses up, I fling myself forward trying to get away. "Luz? Luz clam down please." I hear Amity's soft and caring voice say as she looked at me with scared eyes.