Always and Forever

Please Dont Be True..

TW: mentions of suicide, internal hatred, depression, cursing.

ᴛᴡᴏ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜs ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ
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ᴍɪᴋᴇ's ᴘᴏᴠ
sᴏɴɢ: ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ

This is suit is uncomfortable.. I feel sick to the stomach. This feels like a dream, I want to wake up. I want to see will. I want to hug him and apologize. I want to wake up. I want to kiss him, I want to love him. I just want to.... I break lose from my trance and walk out of the room to see Steve.

Steve looks at me and gives a soft smile, "Hey bud, you ready?"

"No, but let's go."

Steve nods, "alright then... let's go everyone"

ᴡɪʟʟ ʙʏᴇʀs
1971- 1985
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ᴍɪᴋᴇ's ᴘᴏᴠ

Everyone starts to sit down, my parents are here with Molly and Nancy. Ms. Byers and ugh Lonnie is here. The Party, The Losers Club, El.., most of Hawkins actually..

Once the funeral starts Joyce walks up to the podium.

"Will was born in Derry, Maine years ago. He grew up with a brother: Johnathan. He was the youngest in our family. He had such an adventurous life in those growing-up years. We weren't rich by any means, but we were filled with love and I'm pretty sure that's how Will got to be the wonderful boy he was. He learned from growing up as he did...

She clears her throat and sobs a little.

Will was very active in his room and with his friends. He devoted many hours to DND, Art and Crafts, his favorite song, us, his friends, and Mike. He was always known for his kindness to everyone.

I asked some of his friends and brother what they remember most about Will. There are so many good memories, the time he met a young boy on the swings (Mike), the movies and how scared he was (Lucas), the many games of dnd and his dedication into it (Dustin), his welcoming to join in Halloween and that scare of the century (Max).

Will was a sweet, kind, creative, and such loving person. He was a person of great love and heart. Above all, Will believed in was his family and friends.

We will all miss Will. But he has touched our lives and we will NEVER forget him."

Joyce chokes up a bit and sobs.

Joyce holds on to the podium and cries. "Oh my baby.."

More talks pass by, Lucas is now up and saying a few words.

ᴍɪᴋᴇ's ᴘᴏᴠ
—————————————————————What is he saying? I don't know, I don't even have the urge to care.. I just NEED to know if it's all true. If this nightmare is really happening, like it's all there. In that coffin, a still body, the one I trust just there, all.... Gone.

Steve puts a hand on my shoulder and I flinch, "Mike, we can go up now."

"okay."

I get up and walk up to the front, only to get pushed a little to see El and. That one girl, going in front of me.

El laughs and scoffs, "Awh look at him looks so pathetic."

Angela laughs with her and pouts, "Yeah I agree so sad wah wah."

As they walk away giggling I roll my eyes, I've had enough of El and her shit, why couldn't she just stop, god I hate her.

"H..Hey Steve can we go , El is here and she's saying some mean things about will again and I don't want to hear it.."

Steve frowns, "You sure bud?"

I nod, "Yes, just lemme do something"

Steve sigh and smiles, "Alright"

I walk up to the coffin, and my eyes started to water, seeing Will's lifeless body, it hurts so much to see this.

I sniff and use my strength to say some words,  "H...Hey Will, I got you your favorite flowers ... white roses, freshly picked, I miss you so much....why did you have to leave me...I'm sorry I wasn't there for you I'm sorry for our fight...I'm sorry."

I put the flowers down and tears roll down my cheeks , Steve walks up and taps me on the shoulder

Steve looks at will, "Hey bud are you ready to go?"

I jump a little, but I wasn't scared, I just felt so alone, and so scared. ᴡɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ.. ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀs ɪ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ. ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ.

"Mhm.." I take a deep breath.

Steve looks at me and hugs me, "You alright bud?"

I shake my head and wipe my tears "No but I'll be ok"

ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ. ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ᴍʏ sᴀғᴇᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ.

ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ...
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ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ

AGH IM JUST CRYING IN CLASS 😭

YOU DID THIS TO ME SuflowerRoseRi

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ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ 1: fixed grammar, added description, inner thoughts, mentions of suicide, subtitles, song in progress.

ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ 2: death date fixed