I woke up like this

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Is this what I look like?
Is this my face?
Why are my eyes two different sizes?
Two different shapes?
Why is my nose so large?
My lips so small?
I can't recognize myself at all
Acne all over my chin and nose
Dry skin all over my body
My clothes will never fit right
My hips are too narrow
My thighs are too big
My chest is so heavy
With a weight I never wanted
Skin just hanging off my bones
I want it to be closer
I don't want all this flesh
I don't want to be alive
I don't want to be perceived
Let me escape my body
And just exist in a dream
I don't have to see myself ever again
Let me pretend that I am not a body
Let me be nobody
I can't keep looking at myself anymore
When I keep looking this way

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