If I let myself stay in reality
A little too long
I begin to lose myself
In all the chaos in my life
Everything is falling apart
And I don't want to be around to see it
It's too much for me to handle
I don't want to be here
Everyone is sick
Even I am
This world is shit
And I can't deal with the mess of living
I never was very good at cleaning
Why can't I feel alive
Why can't I feel real
I am drowning in an ocean
That doesn't even exist
But I let it take me anyway
Let me drown
At least I'll be at peace
That's all I want
I want peace
I want calm
I want love
I want serenity
YOU ARE READING
A Fraction of My Thoughts
ŞiirI write poems sometimes and I want an outlet to share them to. I hope somebody can relate to them and feel understood when they read them. btw none of them go together, it is all just random stuff that I have written when I need to rant. Enjoy!
