"Stop trying to get rid of me
It's never going to work"
I hate myself already
And yet, in the back of my mind you lurk
You tell me "you're never going to be enough"
That I already knew
You say "you're never gonna be in love"
That's nothing new
You scream "everybody hates you"
But I know that too
"In the end you are just me
In the end you'll end up like me
Try to change and I'll be there waiting
Try to fix your broken heart and I'll be there stating
'You deserve to be broken'"
Will you always be in the back of my mind
When I feel pretty you always remind me that
I'm blind
Always in the back of my mind
I don't feel very pretty
Never leaving me behind
I feel so abandoned
If you ever go away
I've never wanted you to stay
But maybe on my most confident day
You'll come back to say
"You're still ugly"
YOU ARE READING
A Fraction of My Thoughts
PoetryI write poems sometimes and I want an outlet to share them to. I hope somebody can relate to them and feel understood when they read them. btw none of them go together, it is all just random stuff that I have written when I need to rant. Enjoy!
