𝒯𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓈𝓈

𝒯𝑒𝓃

𝒪𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝒶'𝓈 𝒫𝒪𝒱:

Flashback:

I walk into the house only for a glass bottle to be smashed over my head.

My five year old fragile state falls to the floor covering my head.

This had never happened before.

"You going to tell me why I had to pick you up from school? Hm. You're not even sick. You just want attention." His tone of voice sends shivers down my spine

I didn't respond due to being in shock

"ANSWER ME!!!" he screams

"I- I was sick. Th-they sent me home." I stutter. I'm scared. What is he doing?

"You know how much work means to me. There was no need for this. Get to your room you brat!" I stand up carefully not wanting to fall down due to my shaking legs.

I get changed into my pyjamas and get into bed only to be woke up from arguing.

"I need it Monika!! I know you want to so just let me!" what are they on about?

"NO Joseph. I want to sleep! You do that too!" I hear the door slam shut and mine open.

I pretend to be asleep.

I hear heavy breaths beside me.

Is it Joseph?

My quilt is pulled back and I feel a hand stoke my cheek and then I hear a man's voice.

"So beautiful." he whispers.

My pyjama top is pulled up revealing my stomach and I move opening my eyes pretending to be woken up.

"What are you doing?" My voice quiet.

"Shhhhh be quiet so mommy doesn't hear you." why do I need to be quiet?

He pulls my top over my head, "Take your bottoms off, be a good girl."

What is he on about. Why do I need to do that?

"Do it Olivia." His tone cold. 

I do as he says scared. He undresses himself and climbs on top of me, "Be a good girl this won't hurt."

What won't hurt?

Next thing I know I feel a stinging pain in between my legs. I cry. "Mommy what's happ-" I feel a hand cover my mouth and a fist to my rib. I try to scream but it's muffled by his hand over my mouth.

"Shut up!!" He whisper shouts, "Be quiet."

I shake my head trying to scream for help but it's no use. I feel another punch to my ribs.

Ouch this hurts. Make it stop. I don't like it.

"Every noise you make is a punch. Got it?"