Dear Universe.

Cerise.

Dear Mama,

I know you're going through a tough time right now. I mean, you've always been in a rough road but I want you to remember that you can count on me anytime if you need someone.

I may not be vocal about how I care to you because it's really hard for me to express feelings into words. (In short, torpe) Haha. But I really do, you just don't know how irritatingly annoyed I am that you're hurt. It's very hard to contain my anger knowing that you're suffering because of a situation you never wanted.

You may never understand the way I care but I'm always here. I may not as vocal as the others on how they care but I do. I may not show how much worried I am to you but I really do worry about you. If I could just take all the pain the situation cost you, I would. But we both know that I can't and that'll be incest, right? Kidd.

I just want you to know that I'll never get tired of listening to you or reading your rants in our chats because that's makes you who you are. I accept you for being that way and even if you'll rant the same reason over again it's okay. Because I'm your friend and I'm your virtual son.

Anyways, I wanted you to learn from all the trials who've been through. Well, yes I think you've learned many things but do you think it's about time for you to apply the things that you've learned? I know it's easier said than done. Been there, done that. But I want you to take it slow, ayt? Stop hurting yourself because of the same reason.

Plus the fact that I'm hurting whenever I'm seeing you hurt. So refrain yourself from pain or hurting. Cause one day, if I can't take it anymore I'll make it to the point that I'll face whoever or whatever it is that hurt you. I know you're a very strong person but time will come even how strong you are you'll fall down and if that happens, I'll be here to defend you. I love you, Cerise. I'll always be your son.

Sincerely,
RM