Dear Universe.

Universe

Dear Universe,

I'm a random guy who's looking for reasons. Reasons to fight, to love, to continue and to live. Cause no greater joy it will bring me if I found answers. I'm a guy who lost all his reasons, I don't want to be a burden to anyone and my family's agony with what's happening to me won't even be enough for me to at least get one reason to stay. I don't want to stay. I don't want to make people suffer just because I'm around. I bring chaos to everyone. For that, I must be gone.

If you lost all reasons to live, how will you cope up? In that, Universe. I need your help. I'm here swimming in my thoughts again. For I have some negativity in my mind that I want to remove, but how will you I do that if I'm used to those kind of thoughts? I wanted to be positive. I wanted to be optimistic. But the thoughts flooding in my mind is just really different from what I want.

Or maybe. Someone. Is out there to help. 

Sincerely, 

Raze