Dear Universe.

Universe.

Dear Universe,

Have you experienced separation anxiety? I've been experiencing it lately, because maybe I'm not used to be away from people I actually spent my life in the past years. Not that I'm complaining but it's completely my decision to let them go.

I sometimes caught myself having the urge to talk to people I already left, even though I have no plans of going back. And that decision is final because I wanted to left everything that's happened behind. At the same time, I have no actual reasons to go back. Besides, I found a new haven that could fix me. There's Andy, Erin, Kevin, Kai, and the others to help me with the struggles. I can say, I'm very blessed that they decided to pick me up even though I have nothing to offer.

Some might say that I had the friends to stay but I did let them go, but no. If I stayed I might still ruin them. All of them were happy anyways, they don't need me for the keeping. I'm thankful for them, I'll always do. But when Dane asked me the question, to lose yourself or to lose someone. I'd choose myself now for I have chosen so many someone before I nearly lose myself.

I'm still feeling that anxiety though, what should I do?

Sincerely,
Raze