I don't fucking get it I can't do anything
tonight at my school there was play some of my friends were in and I wanted to go to it but my mom fucking told me no
I told her I'd be willing to pay for my ticket into the play, she still told me fucking no
I didn't even find out how much the ticket for the play was (8 dollars) until two hours after the show was fucking over
I'm not able to do anything and I'm left out of everything cause my friends have next to no way to contact me because my parents refuse to get me a fucking phone
maybe if I had a phone I could've arranged for one of my friends to come pick me up and I could've gone, if I had a phone and didn't have to message my friend through instagram, I would've gotten a response sooner and I could've arranged things so much sooner and I could've been apart of something for once in my fucking life
but no I'm not able to do anything ever
I'm never able to hang out with my friends, I just have to sit at home and suffer and be a weird fucking loner who's left out every single time my friends do something because my parents refuse to get me a fucking phone and they have a new fucking excuse every week
