t/w suicidal thoughts
I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I don't know why I can't do anything right
I feel like such a fucking failure, I feel so stupid, I'm always the dumb one in real life
why I am I such a fucking failure
I wish I was fucking dead, I just want to give up on everything
I hate everything and it seems everything hates me
I just want to fucking die
but at the same time I don't
I don't want to live but I don't want to die this shit is fucking terrible
I'm a miserable fucking failure who can't do anything right I don't know why
I don't know why I'm such a failure, I wish I wasn't
I wish I actually knew what the fuck I was doing in my classes, I wish I was the perfect little cishet daughter my parents wish I was, I wish I wasn't so goddamn stupid, I wish I thought before I spoke, I wish I wasn't so fucking annoying, I wish I wasn't so fucking clingy
I fucking hate myself, I wish I was dead, I don't want to be here anymore
