I lied to you.
I know I shouldn’t but, people lie to each-other every other day
I feel especially horrible because of WHY I lied to you.
I lied about my feelings. my feelings for you
I’ve actually done it more than once. not directly but, i still lied
I wished I had said something. Done something, anything really.
Maybe you would’ve considered me and we’d be so much more.
But for now I'm stuck in the friend zone, as I always am. Playing safe, being cautious.
At some point being safe gets reckless
and now I wish I had told you the truth. Because the truth is so much more fun than the lie.