3:35 A.M. Carina glanced at the clock, she layed awake for hours now. The only sound she could hear was her own breathing. She couldn't get any sleep as the memories of the night replayed in her head. The way Maya looked like when the taller girl stripped her of her clothes, her toned soft legs, her flat stomach, and firm breasts caused Carina's breath to hitch in her throat as she thought about it.Carina could still recall the feeling of caressing her breasts and cupping them in her hands. The way Maya moaned in her ear, and the way she kissed her, the way her naked body glistened with sweat glowing under the warm light of the room. It made Carina throb with want again. She peered at the emptiness on the other side of her bed.
What would have happened if she had said yes? The brunette couldn't help but wonder.
I mean how unbelievable this is... I had sex with her. I would never in a thousand years believe that this could happen Carina said to herself.
Why did I do it anyways, why did I seduce her? At the beginning it was all a game, but how did I get from teasing her to inviting her to stay over? Was I so drowned by lust to allow myself to let my guard down...and especially around her, a person I despise? Carina sighed heavily into the night.
"I can't." Those simple words from Maya's mouth played in her head again. She recalled standing naked, dumbfounded in the middle of the living room as Maya gathered her clothes and ran out of the room as if it was on fire.
I guess this is for the best. That's what you get Carina for sleeping with the enemy...literally
Despite Carina's efforts to brush the rejection off, she was still undeniably hurt by it. She worked hard all the time so that no one would be capable of saying no to her, and Maya threw it all back in her face. And she did it in the worst possible moment, when Carina lowered her guard to someone again for a split second.
The burning hatred spread through her body like wildfire as she thought of that little moment when she felt the all-familiar feeling, rejection. She had to get back at Maya and show her she can't play with her like that.
Her mind was running wildly. Finding a perfect idea for getting back at Maya. But nothing seemed good enough.
Finally, at this late time of the night a devious plan started forming in her head.
I know exactly what to do. Carina said to herself smiling as the plan might probably help her as well with getting back together with her ex. Finally she was able to close her eyes and drift away to sleep.
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Maya certainly didn't spend the next day the way she imagined it. It consisted of stuffing herself with ice-cream, avoiding Jack, and moping around her room. It was the weekends, her favorite time of the week. Looking like God knows what the hell. Even she manage to ignore her best friend who’s done nothing but text her constantly asking what was wrong as she wasn’t replying to her text. It was so unlike her.Guilt was eating up her insides, but that wasn't the only source of her tears. Though she didn’t come to Carina for had what happened between them, why does she feel like guilt wasn’t the thing that killed her the most? It was something overwhelmingly stronger. Every fiber in her body was screaming for Carina's touch, and she knew that it was wrong, she has a boyfriend for God's sake, a really really good one and Carina was a conniving bitch to her from the very beginning. She couldn't allow herself to be attracted to her.
Last night after coming down from her high, she realized what she's done, she gathered all her strength to say no and run away from there. Otherwise she would have drowned in the lust for the brunette and her regret would have been much greater. Even while running away from the hotel she had to fight back the urge to turn around and go back to take Carina again and again and again until she wouldn't have even an ounce of energy in her body anymore.
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My boyfriend's ex{MaRina}•completed•
FanfictionCarina, a classic rich mean girl. She is very cold and very fake to everyone around her except her boyfriend who she was very crazy about but he broke up with her right before high school ends because he wanted different things.What happens if her e...