Parallel Universe: The Great Escape (Between Us #1) (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty-Eight

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The universe has its own game. They control who they would want to end up with each other and they even play brutally.

Death over Love will be the start of your hell life by your sins.

Is hell even a place? Cause for me it's the world itself is hell.

I'm just trying to live my life right and why am I even suffering mentally and physically? I know life is hard and the world is not perfect why can't I live peacefully?

Why can't he even be perfect for me? I want a love that would last until the beginning of the end of this playful universe.

But a love that will end so easily not by his decisions but by the universe itself and I hate that part.

Now I really understand why Tito Remington and Mommy didn't ended up with each other because of her fear. Nangingibabaw ang takot niya kaysa kanyang pagmamahal sa taong minahal niya lubos na higit pa sa sarili niya.

She was scared that Remington will die any sooner so she left him with no word and was with her best friend instead. My dad.

In the end, the love of her life is already in love with someone else who became his greatest love.

I'm aware that mom still loves him. Kitang-kita ko sa mga mata niyang kusang makatitig kay tito ay mukhang gusto niya ng halikan sa harap ng asawa e.

But they already did it. They were exes but it was still wrong, Lavinia 'Luna' Reign Yapchengco was the fruit of their mistake.

Only if Abuela didn't humiliate my mother in front of them maybe Luna Elaine Meyerson could have been living with that name forever and not anymore today because my sister was ashamed of being a mistake.

Gusto kong matawa dahil sa laki ng pamilya namin. Akalain mo 'yung kaibigan mo simula 'nung bata pa kayo kapatid mo pala sa ama. Nikolas was my half-brother and his dad was also my dad.

Ngayon ay hindi na ako nagtaka pa kung bakit medyo magkahawig kami at pakiramdam ko ay ang lapit namin sa isat-isa sa tuwing nariyan siya aside of being best friends. I just realized that when everything my mother said about the last time we talk sinks in my mind.

My dad was also naive just like my mom. Iniwan niya rin ang girlfriend niya (Nikolas's mother) because he was scared that someday the de Plaza will take her away from him but he was wrong as my mom also thinks.

In the end, he regrets leaving her behind. She was all alone and all she has is her son.

Dahil sa pagka-advance nilang mag-isip pareho ay bagay na bagay talaga silang magkaibigan. Or maybe they're both really for each other and they just can't accept the fact na parehong bobo sa pagibig ang mga magulang ko dahil inubos ng negosyo ang utak nila.

Tumingin ako sa malaking salamin na nasa harap ko. Sobrang putla ko na dahil sa kakasuka ko at ang sakit pa na ulo ko. Parang may humahalukay sa tiyan ko sa tuwing pakiramdam ko masusuka ulit ako.

Kanina ko pa iniiwsan ang mga paniniwalang ayokong paniwalaan. Hindi naman sa hindi ko kayang tanggapin at buhayin kaya lang ay takot ako sa maging reaksyon ng nanay ko.

I don't want her to use my kids to tease me and even pursue the dream to be with him.

A Yapchengco will never be for the Tuazon's. And maybe a Villegas too?

Naghilamos na lang ako at pinunasan mukha at nagbihis ng komportableng damit. Nagsuot lang ako ng puting longsleeve na damit na kulay puti at naka pajama lang ako, hindi na ako nagsuot pa ng bra dahil pakiramdam ko mamatay ako dahil sa hirap ng pag hinga.