#PUTGEChapter33
"Are you okay?" he suddenly asked in the midst of my anxiety attack.
"Yeah, I'm just kinda nervous..." I confessed what I truly felt this time.
On this day I will give birth to my kids in the safest way through cesarean. Kinakabahan ako baka makatulog ako at hindi na maaring magising pa sa normal na paraan. I'm really scared that I couldn't see them anymore...or even touch them habang hindi pa ako nakakalimot.
"Don't be, I'll promise you will be fine," he said and peck a kiss on my jaw down to my neck.
"I love you so fcvking much," nakapikit kong sabi at sinuklian ang halik niya.
"I love you more, je t'aime plus tellement," then we stopped kissing and laugh at each other.
"I can't wait to take care of them," said Kale as he starts pushing the wheelchair where I'm sitting on.
"Same, I can't wait to watch them grow," there was a sigh at the end of it.
"What's wrong my love?"
"Wala, I'm just bothered by something." Pansin ko simula 'nung nagising ako ng mga nakaraang buwan ay masyado na akong honest sa mga tanong niya kahit nararamdaman ko.
I feel no shame in telling him the truth of my rawness because he loves me. I don't need anything from him to say it over and over again. He already gave me enough assurance neither his words nor action were already proven to me.
I trust him in our marriage and relationship but I still don't trust him with his life decisions. I may be selfish but I want him to fight kahit na pagod na siya dahil magpapahinga siya na kasama ako matapos man ang lahat ng pagsubok na 'to.
"We're here na, and if you're thinking you'll go there alone...well not anymore because I'm coming with you," he stated which makes me smile wider couldn't help myself from stopping it until I was laid on the bed.
"Kung sakali makatulog ako ng matagal sa oras na ipanganak ko silang tatlo at gigising na walang alam, hanapin mo ko at akitin mo ko, agawin mo ko sa sinumang magiging makatuluyan ko baka sakali lang naman. Make me love you again for the second time, Kale. At sana ako pa rin kahit mahirap kang memoryahin." Deretsahang-sabi ko sa kanya.
"If you ever saw me happy and contented? Please take that away from 'cause I will never choose that someone else over my family," I saw how a smile formed on his face and peck a kiss on my forehead.
I expected him to say something...pero wala akong narining. I felt an arrow strikes my heart for seconds. He was blinded by his feelings for me. Hindi ko kakayaning susuko siya.
Oh good god, how can I get through with these feelings? Why does it have to be us to suffer in this scenery? Bakit siya pa kung pwede naman sa iba? Why does it have to be me...just to be loved by him?
Hindi ako nakaramdam ng sakit. Wala kahit isang hiwa ang naramdamn ko but numb. After 10 minutes of cutting my belly the doctor said that I should prepare myself.
Minutes later I've heard a loud cry. Napaiyak ako sa saya ng makita si Kale na hawak-hawak ang panganay kong si Flavio.
"Mrs. Tuazon your eldest is a boy, congratulations!"
"I know! And I'll name him Flavio Lenox," I said and later on naramdaman kong may lumabas sa tiyan ko at isang malakas na iyak na naman ang bumungad.
"The middle child is a boy as well," the doctor stated. Agad naman binigay ni Kale si Flavio sa nurse at hinawakan ang pangalawa.
"Flynn Levon," mahinang sabi ko at napaiyak ulit sa tuwa, I wish I could touch them now but I can't in this condition maybe later.
"Mrs. and Mr. Tuazon your princess is finally here!" Si doc at binigay ulit ni Kale si Flynn sa Nurse at tinggap naman si Fionna.
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