Masked Chapter 3 P2
HEY, SO I WANTED YOU TO ALL KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. I WROTE THIS IN BIOLOGY CLASS! YES I HAND WROTE IT AND THEN TYPED IT OUT SO YEAH YOU SHOULD ALL FEEL LOVED (: I WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO IZ FOR HELPING ME OUT A BIT AND FOR ALL THE RANDOM COMMENTS WHILE I WROTE THIS. IM THE LUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD TO HAVE YOU XX
Disinfectants…Why the fuck are there disinfectants in purgatory?!
“Oh my God! Arizona! Babe , are you okay?” Shay? Why is Shay here?! Suddenly I sit up and realise that it didn’t work, I’m in hospital… I didn’t die…
I feel Shay’s arms around me, holding me tightly. I open my eyes to a bright white light, I wait for them to adjust and then I look around. Shay unwillingly releases me from her tight grip. I see Leo standing in the corner, he gives me a half smile and I make an attempt to return it.
When I look at Shay again her face is as cold and expressionless as a Renaissance painting…
“Why?” she asks in almost a whisper
I face the floor. Im not sure I want to tell her, I stay silent for a few minutes.
Suddenly Leo says, ‘C’mon Shay.. She needs some rest.”
Shay spins around and glares at him.
“No! I want to know how she could do that to herself and to me! HOW COULD YOU ARI?! WHY? ANSWER ME! What would possess you to do that? What about everyone.. If not me then what about your pare-“
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” I scream at her.
“Maybe I did it because I hate you all! You annoy the shit out of me and I don’t want to deal with it! I don’t need more stress and being around you means I always need to act happy and listen to whatever you think is “oh so important” at the time!” I breathe out slowly, trying to calm myself down… That wasn’t all true but she just makes me so mad and she doesn’t know shit about what I got through.
I come back to reality and look at her, she looks completely shocked and taken aback. I see a lot of pain in her eyes and in a flash it disappears and is replaced by rage. It surprises me because rage isn’t a very common expression on Shay’s face…
“You know Ari, I try to be there for you but you can just be such an insufferable bitch sometimes! Just because you’ve gone through shit doesn’t mean no one else has! God you can be so self-centered! It was three years ago! Brandon died three years ago! Get the hell over it! You playing up and acting like a cunt isn’t going to bring him back!”
Now its my turn to be taken aback, I sit in my hospital bed staring at her. Everyone has been subtle about his death.. Some have even ignored it but none have so tactlessly stated it…
“Get out” I say just above a whisper but apparently Shay hears me because she picks up her bag and walks out. Leo hangs back a little but then with an apologetic look he leaves the room.
I have never felt so betrayed. All the old feelings come back, his death, the divorce… I feel coldness re-enter my body and I’m out within seconds…
Okay so I hope you enjoyed it and as you might have noticed, the important character is called Brandon. Brandon is one of my best friends, I love him so much so I deemed it appropriate :) VOTE FAN COMMENT SHARE. Much love, kez x
