Not What I Need

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

<Harry's P.O.V.>

Who will she pick? Will she pick me? Does she even love me? Does she love Niall more? Or does she love Justin?

UGH!!!!

I need so much help!!!

"Well....? Who?!" Liam spoke up from the floor.

"I. Don't. Know! I can't choose right this second! Dammit! Let me think..." Hazelia was getting frustrated.

Why does she have to think? Whoever she truly loves, that should be the person she chooses! It's not that damn hard!

"I can't do this!" Hazelia stands up slowly and in seconds, she runs to the back door and slams it behind her.

"What the hell!?" I yell out and everyone looks at me.

"Well, what do you guys expect!? You guys just don't understand, she has been through enough and you just want to pile more onto her plate!" Rosa gets up and shakes her head. "I'm going to go see if she's alright. Nobody go or do ANYTHING! Got it?!" We all stared at her and nodded.

Rosa walks towards the back and walks out. Justin tries to go after her, but Niall gets up and grabs Justin's shoulder.

"Mate, I think it's best if we just let them calm down. Let them think..." Justin jerks his shoulder from Niall's grasp.

"That's my sister! I need to see if she's okay." Justin says with a sympathetic look in his eyes.

"We understand, but the ladies got each other. They'll be fine." Niall tries to assure that the girls will be okay, but I have my doubts...

<Hazelia's P.O.V.>

I run out the room to the back patio. Everything was still out here from the date with Harry.

Oh my... Hazel, what have you gotten yourself into!?

I hear Rosa yelling from inside. That girl's got a mouth on her, huh? I turn to see Rosa walking out the door.

She smiles.

"You okay, honey? I'm sorry, for everything. So so so sorry... I should've told you the truth from the beginning. But I was being selfish, then... Everything happened all at once! When you found out about Zayn, when you moved here, then when you...um got pregnant, and then the accident causing your memory loss! It was all too much! I didn't want to burden you anymore than you already were. Then the miscarriage. The multiple hospital trips.... Please forgive me?" Rosa pleaded on her knees in a praying position.

What was I supposed to do? She's right! I've been through all of this crap, but none of it was her fault! She doesn't deserve to be upset too...

"I forgive you! Okay, none of this was your fault! I caused this on my own... If I hadn't been such a slut, if I had worn a seat belt, if I hadn't logged into Twitter that day, NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED!!!" I was having one of those 'blame myself for everything' moments... I even feel like cutting again...

"You would have found out about Zayn anyway, whether from Twitter or the press! Your family would've told you eventually! And you can't blame yourself because you had feelings for 3 guys, even if one of them was my brother, it's not your fault! Plus the accident wasn't your fault either, the guy who cut you guys off was who to blame! Not you! Don't go feeling sorry for yourself because of these stupid incidents! Just forget it all, come back home, you don't have the baby anymore so now you can focus on the university." Rosa made sense! I can't be here anymore, the only way I was gonna get any type of closure and relaxation was if I leave.