Not What I Need

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

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After I have listened to what Harry has said to me, I'm more confused and hurt than ever.

"I'm so sorry! I'm absolutely sorry-" Harry cut me off...

"It's not your fault! It's that idiot who cut off our tour bus fault!" Harry exclaims clenching his fists and his face turning red.

"I meant that I'm sorry I don't remember anything or any of you." I say trying to keep back my tears.

"But you have no reason to be upset because it wasn't your fault. We are just glad that you are okay and the person who ran us off the road is in prison." Liam tries to explain.

What I remembered was true and the person is in prison for it. Now I really can't wait to see my mum and hug her.

"Can I have a moment alone with you, Harry?" I ask Harry hoping to get some answers for what has happened.

"Yeah, just one second." Showing his index finger to me, shuffling the other guys out of the room.

Harry closes the door behind him and smiles to me.

I love when he smiles, it shows his beautiful sparkling blue-green eyes.

"So, explain everything to me. How we met? How I ended up here? Why can't I remember any of you guys?" I ask as I pour out all of these questions like a waterfall without breath.

"Okay, okay. Calm down and breathe. It's not good for the baby. I will soon explain everything when they say your okay to leave here. Trust me." Harry says while he sits down on the edge of the bed with his hand on my belly.

"I don't want to stay here any longer! I wanna go home! Please just tell me something so I have something that makes sense in my mind." I beg Harry holding his arm and just smiles and flips his curls.

"Okay, where do I begin? Well, we have a long story with us, but for now all I can say is that when I first met you, I said 'Hey, my name is Harry. I am in a popular group with your cousin Zayn. I would love to get to know you a lot better, Hazelia.' But what broke my heart is when you said no straight to my face. But as you can see that I didn't give up." He says initiating towards a ring on my finger.

This is the most beautiful ring I have ever seen.

"Wow! This is amazing! But-"

"Rest my love. You and our baby has got to be exhausted." Harry says after he cuts me off. He leans over and kisses my belly and whispers 'Goodnight'.

Harry then gets up off the bed, walks toward the door, turns out the light, and leaves closing the door behind him.

Why do I have the feeling that I have love in my heart for someone that I have just met. (or thinks I have just met)

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The next day, I am able to leave. So when the nurse disconnects me from all of the machines, I somehow expect the five boys from last night to barge in the door celebrating. But no one came.

I walk out of the room after getting dressed, thinking that maybe they went to sleep out in the waiting room. But no one is there, literally. Now, I'm scared because they were becoming familiar faces to me and I thought they would never leave me.

I asked the receptionist lady where they went and she responded, "They left last night, darling. I'm sorry, do you need a ride? I believe that one boy left his number just in case you needed him."

But I just simply shook my head, no.

Who would do this to me? Who would just leave me alone like this?

I walk towards the vending machine thinking that I should never talk to any of them ever again. But as soon as get my snack, I look up and see Harry's sad reflection in the glass.

"We thought the worst when the nurse said 'you were no longer here'. But then she pointed us in this direction and here you are!" Harry says trying to get out the words with tears in his eyes.

"Well, no, I am not dead. But I am furious! What happened to you guys? I was wondering where you guys were." I snap at Harry and he steps back defensively.

"We just needed sleep in our own beds and the fans found us so we had to sneak out while they cleared the waiting room and lobby." Harry explains

"Well just take me home please because if I stay here any longer, I'm going to be very upset." I pleaded and he showed me the way to the rest of the group and out the door where the limo was.

The parking lot was filled with fans and paparazzi.

Zayn whispered into my ear and said "Keep your head down and don't say anything."

As we entered the limo, I began to realize that I had to hurry back to where it was quiet because I am just not yet used to all of the craziness.

"Who is she?"

"Where are you guys going?"

"Are you going to Niall's favorite place to eat, Nandos?"

As if the paparazzi and fans outside screaming weren't enough, but I looked at my phone and received a message from an unknown number.

From: Unknown

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Sorry, it's Rosa. 1 of the crazed 1D fans stole my phone so I had to buy another My driver said he will follow you guys to the hotel

Well, I guess that's good news, but where are we going?

"Hey guys! Rosa said she is going to tail the limo to the hotel. By the way, where is it?" I ask the guys and they look at me confused.

"We are going to our complex, where we all live." Zayn explains to me.

"Okay, so does everyone have a separate room?" I ask him.

"Yes, except for you and Harry of course because you guys decided to live together. Also, there are guest rooms just for guests so your friend has a place of her own as well." Zayn said with his eyes looking outside.

Oh great....