Not What I Need

Chapter 31

AUTHOR'S NOTE (PLEASE READ!)

I'm making this story a series. It is going to have parts that may confuse some readers, so if you don't understand, I'll be happy to try to explain.

You are starting to get some information on the series in this book...

-Rosalina&???

-Hazelia&???

Zayn and Liam kind of fight over Rosalina.

Harry and Niall fight too. Technically.... OOPS! can't give away too much

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Chapter 31

<Niall's P.O.V.>

Hazel and Justin enter the room silently.

"Sooo... Where have you been? Hmmm?" Louis is always trying to cause trouble.

"Nowhere." Hazel answers him with her head down. Something is bothering her.

"You okay? Did the doctor find you?" I had to ask, maybe that's why she's upset.

"Yes, I'm fine! And NO the doctor didn't find me!" Why is she so upset?

"You don't seem fine..-"

"Well I am! So drop it!" She whispers something into her mum's ear and her mum nods.

"Thank you so much!" Hazel jumped for joy.

"We can do it when we get back to the complex. Is it serious?" Her mum looks at her and Hazel gives her a so-so face.

"Okay guys! Time to gather everything! We're finally leaving this hellhole!" Hazel walks past me into her room and begins to pack a few things.

Once she was ready, we left.

The ride back was terrible. Everyone seemed to wanna be left alone and yet, wants to speak up.

It was very annoying.

**45 minutes later...

Okay, we're back at the house. I wonder what Hazelia and her mum have to do that's so urgent.

<Hazelia's P.O.V.>

"Hey, everyone?" Everyone turns towards me as we walk into the living area. "Can I say something? It's kinda important." They all nod and sit in spots all across the room.

"What is it, love?" Louis speaks through the silence.

"Yea.. Well I have an announcement to make."

"You sure you wanna do this?" My mum looks up at me.

"Yea think about it.." Justin looks at me and places his hand on my arm.

"I'm sure." I took a deep breath and spoke. "Well, I'm aware that you guys are tired of me and my illnesses and the fact that I only cause nothing but trouble. Well, I won't be in your way anymore, because I'm..... leaving."

The room filled with gasps and murmurs.

"Why!? Is this because of Harry-" Niall said but he was wrong.

"No Niall. It's because I don't want to be somewhere where I know that I'm not wanted! What's the point?! I'm just going to leave. I'm sorry, Zayn, that we couldn't become closer family but this has to happen. I'm sorry, Rosa, Liam, Louis, and everyone who I wasn't that great of a friend to when I should have been, I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry! You need to be grateful that you're alive! You need to be happier! You need to stay!"

"NO! I CAN'T! This is something that I need to do," a tear falls down my face and hits my shirt, "and I can't have you-ALL OF YOU interfering with that... I'm sorry..." I walked out of the complex to the back patio.

"You ready sweetie? I can call the car around." My mum wants me to leave now, but there is one last thing I wanna do before I go.

"Not yet.."

I go over to the deep end of the pool that was lit up a dark red.

"This is what being over the deep end means.." I dove in until I reached the bottom.

I found my necklace that I had lost in there before all of this happened.

Harry gave it to me.

I stayed there for a while until I felt the need for air.

When I reached the surface, I found the nearest exit and climbed my way out. I walked over to the firepit and tossed the necklace in. Immediately, the necklace caused sparks in the fire.

It was beautiful.

"I love you...I love you...I love-" I heard a soft low voice. I listened a bit into the fire and heard it louder.

It was the locket. It was electronically programmed for Harry's voice to say I-LOVE-YOU when it was opened.

Sadly, I never opened it.

I guess it was meant to be a surprise... One that I never found out about.

"Mum! I don't want to leave!" I cried out. "I have too much to lose! Although, it may be the best thing for me right now.. I JUST CAN'T DO IT! I may not always make the RIGHT decisions, but this is one that I have to make, not for me, but for.... them." I touch my belly softly and look up at my mum. "Mummy, I don't want to leave."

"Now you know how it feels to be a mum. You can stay, IF you're choosing for THEM, AND NOT for YOU." I quickly nodded and hugged her tightly.