Not What I Need

Chapter 27

Chapter 27

<Niall's P.O.V.>

I still think that Hazelia's plot is going to blow up in her face. It is a bad idea. Definitely.

If she believes that the others is going to be okay when they do find out, she is WRONG!

I hope the fact that she trusts me with this huge secret, means that I have a chance with her. I really love her.

Justin is just a bad boy that is a player.

Harry is a player too! He's been with someone else while dating her and she doesn't know it. Yet.

Rosa needs to step up as her FRIEND and own up to it. She wouldn't like it if I told Hazel about HER past with Harry.

"Ahhh... You guys can't seriously be sooo dramatic!" Louis was right! They were taking this wayyy far. If I had lost my memory permanently, I wouldn't want them to all behave like this.

"Louis you're right.. We need to take this a step at a time."

"What? W-what? What did you say??" Louis teased. This was one of the first times I ever admitted he was right before. And he would NEVER let me forget it either. Louis sat back in his chair proudly.

"I'm going to go in and talk to Hazelia.." Harry gets up and walks towards her door. I stopped him before he could get to it.

"She's not okay Harry. It will be very awkward. She doesn't remember you.. us.. anything.." I tried to look depressed. It is going to be hard to keep up this act.

"Fine, but I can handle it though." He shoved past me and moved into the room closing the door behind him.

<Hazelia's P.O.V.>

Harry walk into the room and finds me on the floor.

"Are you okay love?" He lends out his hand to help me up.

"Well if you count not remembering anything and being pressured to remember fine, then SURE I'm FINE." I put up quotations around the word 'fine'. He studied my every movement as he helped to lift me off the floor.

That reminded me how much I loved him. Because he cared for me. He loved me. I couldn't help but look at his t-shirt that hugged on his large biceps. He is amazingly strong.

Not that I'm complaining or anything.

"What?" He smiled cheekily down at me. It surprised me because I had dazed out for a sec while staring at his flexing arm muscles.

"N-nothing." I shook my head as I tried to distract myself. "Soo? Would you know if I'm dating anyone?"

Smooth Hazel. Smooth.

"Well actually..." He began to say something, but became distracted by a knock at the door.

"Is she alright?" It was Niall.

"Yes I'm fine!" I yelled back shooing at the door initiating to Harry to continue.

"As I was saying, you were engaged. But things got seriously complicated. But he's very sorry for what he did to you." He put emphasis on the words 'were', 'complicated', and 'very'.

I know he's sorry. I know that it was me that fucked up. But that meant that I would have to apologize. Which was something I need to hold off for a while. I'm going to make sure that he's begging at my feet to forgive him.

But I also wanted to work things out with Niall. So my plan wasn't so flawless as I thought. But whether I end up with Harry or Niall or nobody, fate will decide.

Justin was out of the competition because I saw through his attempt to get me to be with him. Plus I couldn't do that to Rosa. She was.. No IS my best friend. She would never forgive me if I chose Justin. And she did warn me about his cheating ways.

"You know, I can't do this." He looked at me worried.

"What do you mean love? Do what what?"

"Living!" My thoughts of cutting were coming back.

"Babe, don't say that ever again!"

"Why!? Life isn't worth living! Why should I be punished?! What did I do wrong?!" I grabbed onto his waist and buried my face into his chest. I loved my shortness.

"Honey," he snaked one arm around my waist and his other hand cupped my face forcing me to look him in his emerald eyes, "it takes a lifetime to live babe. You are not being punished. You are going to have rough times all through your life, but you have to move past them." I've never seen this side of Harry before. He was sweet, different from his usual flirty ways.

"I love you..." I trailed just realizing what I have just said.

"What?" He smiled at what I said.

"I said, I love you.. because you care. Because you're here. With me." I smiled and stood on my tiptoes to be eye to eye with him.

He grabbed my waist tighter, closing the distance between us. He kissed me with such passion, such LOVE! He picked me up wrapping my legs around him.

I immediately remembered that we were so close to the door. Where everyone could hear.

I pulled away and he just stood there confused.

"Everything alright love?" I nodded. "Then why did you pull away?"

"Because... I can't fall for you! I don't even know you!" I let him soak that in. I had to make sure he felt bad because I always loved when he begged.

'Playing hard to get: Amnesia level' I thought to myself as a smile spread across my face.

"I think you should leave now." I opened the door and escorted him out. "Guys, I'm fine okay?" They all nodded.

"You sure? Because I could-" Niall tried to help but he was making things a little obvious so I cut him off.

"I'm fine! Trust me. I'm okay. I just need to leave here." I noticed that Zayn was absent. "Where's Zayn?"

It seemed as if no one knew.

"I will go get the papers for you to leave." My mum rose up and winked at me. I had already made sure that she would make it so that the nurses and doctors wouldn't say anything about my fully recovered condition.

"Okay." I let her dismiss herself.

"Can I speak with you? Alone?" Niall wanted to speak with me, alone?? I wonder why.

"Sure.." I led him in the room and closed the door ever so slightly. "What about?"

"This." He pushes me up against the wall and kisses me. I felt his back muscles that were flexing through his shirt.

I let out a moan when he kissed on my neck. He began to kiss onto my jawline, then to below my ear where he stopped. He then whispered, "I'm in love with you." He lifted his head and gazed into my eyes. His eyes were different, better. They were sparkling in the light and shown a bit of his dark side. In a way that made me feel like I would melt in his arms.

"I'm in love with you too." He leaned in to kiss me and deepened it more. This was a scary moment because of how serious this kiss was getting. He lifted me up and carried me over to the hospital bed. He placed me down softly, letting me know how much he cared.

I needed him.