Not What I Need

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

<Liam's P.O.V.>

"Well... Do you love me enough to be my girlfriend?"

I waited for a response, but she just looked away.

"I would love to, but..." I knew it. "I have to think about it." Rosa lifts herself up off the floor and walks back to the others.

"Rosa!" No answer. How could she say she loved me but has to think about whether she wants to be with me? She wouldn't have to think about it if she truly loved me!

Soon after her, I decided to go back to the others too.

"Hey guys, what happen?" Louis asked us, but neither one of us spoke. "Okayyy.. So Harry, what are you gonna do now?" Louis referring to Harry's engagement to Hazelia.

"I think you should show her how much you care for and love her. She will get tired of her fuck-buddy eventually." I think of Niall as a brother but sometimes he gets himself into situations he shouldn't be in. Him and Harry are supposed to be best mates and he doesn't even care that he's hurt him more. "Trust me."

Niall and Hazelia walk out of the room hand in hand. "Hello everyone! I have an announcement to make-" Harry cuts off Hazel when he grabs her and shoves her onto the wall. He looks as if he wants to strangle her.

"Look! Nobody cares that you just slept with HIM! AND EVERYONE KNOWS that you remember everything! So you can cut the ACT!" Hazel just stands there shaking in his grip.

He's really pissed.

"I-I'm so-sorry..." He covers her mouth.

"SAVE IT! We are ALL SICK of your 'SORRYS'! If your so SORRY, then you would have never done anything in the FIRST place!" She grabs his arm struggling to remove his hand from her mouth, but his hold on her is too strong.

There is sure to be a bruise there soon.

"STOP IT!" Niall pushes him off of her.

<Niall's P.O.V.>

"STOP IT!" I push Harry off of Hazel because I could tell he was hurting her. "YOU HAVE NERVE! Look Rosa, I'm sorry, but this needs to be said." I was scared of hurting Hazelia by saying this but Harry has kept this a secret long enough. "EVERYONE NEEDS TO STOP HURTING HAZELIA AND THEN BLAMING HER FOR IT! The only reason she drinks so much is because she wants to forget the pain. The pain that everyone keeps blaming HER for! If you guys LOVE her so much," I point to Rosa and Harry, "then you wouldn't have slept together!"

Their facial expressions were priceless.

"W-w-what? What? WHAT?! You two... No no no no... You couldn't have!...... Could you?" They nodded slightly. "Why!? When?! How could you do this to me!!?"

"It happened after you slept with Niall and got pregnant. I felt bad for Harry, sooo..." Rosa looks embarrassed, but I couldn't give a rats ass!

"So you thought it was okay for you to have sex with him?! HARRY!? HOW DARE YOU?! HOW DARE YOU EVEN SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME!? YOU DON'T!" I tried to walk away when my mum came back with my discharge papers.

"Honey, are you okay?"

"No!" I run into her arms hugging her tightly. "C-can I.. leave.. NOW?!"

"Yes sweetie. What's wrong?"

"EVERYTHING!!!" I felt her wince at my yelling. She knew why that was a bad thing.

"Honey? You're not..?"

"No...."

"Let me see your arms!" She pulls up my sleeve and examines my arms. She notices a small gash on my wrist. "Where did this come from?!"

"Mum! It's nothing!"

"It's not NOTHING!" She looks around the room. "Did anyone know about this?" She held up my arm on display for everyone to look at.

I began cutting again.

"Stop mum! It's no big deal!" I jerked my arm from her and she looked at me angrily.

"You cut?" Zayn came around the corner from behind my mother. He smelled like cigarette smoke. "Why?!"

"Because! I don't want to be here! I don't want to live anymore!" He looks at me with sad eyes. Then all of a sudden, they turned cold and completely black.

"Don't EVER say that AGAIN!" I stumbled back a little surprised by his reaction.

"Why!? I don't have a reason to live anymore! I've been kidnapped, raped, bullied, dead and resuscitated, inpregnated, and lost my unborn baby all before I'm even 17! I've been multiple accidents, lost my memory TWICE, AND NOW... NOW I'M BEING FORCED TO CHOOSE WHO I WANT TO BE WITH! I just want to end it all....." I run out of the room, bumping into Justin in the hall.

<Harry's P.O.V.>

I had no idea of how much she has been through.

GOSH! I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!

Why can't I just contain my anger!? Especially around Hazelia?! She doesn't deserve it, any of this!

"Well I guess I better get going. I have to go and pack my stuff from the hotel room." Everyone turns around to see me. "I'm leaving. I have to. I don't think Hazelia would even want to see me again. Also, I have to go back to uni soo.. I guess this is goodbye....."

"You're her best friend, you can't just leave now." Zayn was right. With all that's going on, why would Rosa just bail on her best friend?

"WAS.. That means she won't want me around anymore. It's better this way."

"NO! YOU CAN'T JUST BAIL ON HER!" What has gotten into me, oh that's right, ANGER! "If it's anyone that she won't wanna be around, it's me. I've done her wrong this entire time. Maybe it's best if I leave. Go back to my family home, stay away from the tour and all you guys.. I'm going to leave."