Not What I Need

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

<Harry's P.O.V.>

They tell me to leave them alone and talk forever. I hate these thick doors, you can never hear clearly through them!

I stumbled backward when the door begins to open.

"Oh! Hey Harry! What are you doing?" Hazelia could see I was clearly trying to snoop.

"Nothing. Just.." I tried to look casual. "Just chillin..." I sat uncomfortably on the wall and tried my best to look COOL. Nice one Harry.

"Well okay then..." Niall walks in and shuts the door. "Harry, you don't have to pretend. We know you were eavesdropping." He chuckled at my attempt. Man I'm really starting to hate him.

"Can I tell you something?" Hazel was referring to me.

"Sure." I walked out towards the front garden. "What about love?"

"I have to tell you that.. well.. that I'm preg......nant." She was starting to tear up and mumble her words.

"What!?" Dammit Niall!

"I-I.... soooo... SORRY! It-t was. not. a. mis...car...riage.... I-I-I feel sooo.. b-bad! It-t ne...er hap...ned. We j-j-ust found out-" I couldn't help but feel bad for her and pissed at Niall!

What the hell!?

"Shhhh.... Okay... Everything will be okay..... Shhh" I cooed her and just sobbed more into my chest. "Please Hazel! Please... shhh.... Don't cry..."

"Why?! Not!? I should be your fiancée! In love with YOU!" As much as it hurt for me to hear it, I had already dealt with it. "I shouldn't be this slutty! I should be this perfect little angel, but I'm NOT! I wish I was..." She was beginning to sound, almost, childish?

"Love, I never cared about who you were, who you used to be. You were mine. I was yours. That's all that mattered." I should just let it all out now, "If you found love in the arms of Niall, it doesn't mean that I love you any less. Plus... I've made mistakes as well-"

"Is this about Rosa? Because you don't need to go into detail about it. I get it okay, you still love me! But what is it any good if I.. I don't love you..." She cleared her throat and trailed off.

<Hazel's P.O.V.>

If I don't fancy Harry, then why did it choke me to say that I don't love him!?

"What?! That's a lie! It has to be! You love me and you know it!" He's kinda right.

"I can't explain-"

"YES YOU CAN! TRY!"

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!"

"HOW?! BECAUSE YOU'RE PREGNANT!? BY HIM!?"

"That's low Harry....." He didn't have to say that.

"IT'S TRUE, ISN'T IT!? IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT!"

"You don't know what you're talking about. It's complicated Harry-"

"THEN TELL ME! WHAT'S SO DAMN COMPLICATED!?"

I looked him in the eyes and I swear, his eyes were black. The darkest I've ever seen. EVER. He couldn't hurt me, he wouldn't. In this moment, I don't know.

So I kissed him. Not because I wanted to, because I needed to. Because I didn't want to be hurt... or to hurt Harry.

"What......? What are you doing?" He pushed me away when our lips touched. Then, I grabbed onto his shirt, and kissed him more. More so that it almost became snogging.

But, he then clasps on my arms and grabs me tightly. I feel his strength beginning to cut off my circulation. I was getting woozy and he shoves me to the ground.

"What was that for?!"

"You BITCH!" Excuse me? "What the hell do you think you are doing?"

"I-I-"

"Did you think that you would just kiss me and everything will be FINE?!" Kinda? "WELL... YOU ARE WRONG!"

"But... I thought-" I just realized that I never replied OUT LOUD to his questions.... He just knew my answer.

(A/N: HINT!)

"THAT I WOULD FORGIVE AND FORGET!? NOPE" He popped the 'p' spitting on me.

"I'm sorry...." I wiped off his spit off my arm. His eyes grew darker than ever, with a hint of red.

"I TOLD YOU ALREADY, I'M SICK OF YOUR 'SORRYS'! WHY DO YOU INSIST ON BEING SUCH A WHORE!?" Harry is really pissing me off.

I lift myself up and stare him square in the eyes, which were like nothing I have ever seen before... they scared me.

"Well Harry, I guess it's because I'm the fiancée of one." I slapped him so hard, it sent his head to the side with him holding the red mark that was forming.

"I guess it takes one to know one Harry..."

Niall?

"Niall!" He stood behind Harry watching him fall to the ground.

"Damn good hit love!" Niall kisses my cheek and pats my back.

"Thanks Niall!"

How did Niall get to me so quickly?

(A/N: HINT HINT!)