Not What I Need

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

<Niall's P.O.V.>

I can't believe I just said that. But I love her more than my want for her to love me.

"Hey mate!"

Dammit. Zayn.

"What!?"

"Why are you just giving up?" Why does he care?

"Why not?! I love her, trust me! I just don't wanna hurt her by forcing her to love me!" It's true.

"Okay, but you can't give up without trying!"

"I HAVE TRIED ZAYN! If she doesn't want to choose me, then.."

"You don't LOVE HER! If you LOVED her, you WOULDN'T give up. You would fight with every last breath!"

"IF I LOVE HER!? Zayn, I DO LOVE HER!"

"Niall, I really care about Hazelia. If you truly do love her, DON'T give up this easily. Fight-"

The phone was ringing for the past 10 minutes but we've tuned it out because of our yelling.

"Someone pick up that bloody phone!" Harry came in and he seemed pissed off. "Nevermind, I'll get it... What! Who is it!?" His face suddenly froze in shock.

"Who is it?" I whispered to him but he just put up his index finger.

"Okay, okay we'll be there. She'll be alright, don't worry." Harry hung up the phone and dropped to his knees.

"Harry! Who was it?" He didn't answer. "Harry!"

"IT WAS LOUIS! HAZELIA WAS IN AN ACCIDENT! HE SAID SHE LOST HER MEMORY, COMPLETELY! SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHO SHE IS! HE WANTS US TO GO PICK THEM UP AND GO TO THE HOSPITAL!" Harry was really upset.

We all were.

<Harry's P.O.V.>

This is all my fault! I caused this! If I hadn't been so stupid and not kissed her, she wouldn't have driven off!!!

She would still be here!

She wouldn't have lost her memory!

This is all my fault and now we have to go and see her all confused.

<Zayn's P.O.V.>

Wow, Hazel cannot just stay outta trouble! This time is different though.

She lost all of her memory!

Whoa...

**10 minutes later...

We arrived at the hotel. Louis and Rosalina were running past all of the paparazzi that were outside and into the car. We drove to the hospital and no one spoke a word the whole drive there.

We walk in to the emergency entrance and somehow we were already acquainted with the desk lady.

"Here for Ms. Ebony?" As we got closer, she began to develop a sad look in her eyes.

"Yes."

"The doctors just finished the CT scan. They believe it may be permanent." She looked down and a tear ran down her cheek.

<Hazelia's P.O.V.>

Who am I?

Where am I?

What am I doing here?

Why can't I remember?!

"Help! Nurse! Please!?" A nurse runs in. It looks as if she's been crying.

"Yes, Ms. Ebony?" Was that my name?

"Umm who's Ms. Ebony?"

"You. Your name is Hazelia Deziree Ebony. Would you like to meet some friends of yours?"

"Sure why not, I guess."

"Okay, they'll be right in. Just to warn you, they are very upset."

"Okay." I'm about to meet complete strangers...Great!

"Hazel! Oh my gosh! Are you oka- oh yeah... I forgot. My name is Rosa.

"Hi, I'm Harry."

"Hello, I'm Louis."

"Hey, I'm Liam."

"Sorry. I'm Zayn, I'm your cousin."

"I'm Justin, Rosa's brother and another friend."

"And.... Who's this?" I point to a blond boy hiding his face behind them. I smile at him because he seems shy and very depressed.

The group parted for me to see him.

"Hi..."

"And what might your name be?"

"Oh my... This is real? You really don't know who I am? Who any of us are?"

"I'm sorry no.." I feel bad, and yet, relieved. I don't know why I feel relieved. Should I feel bad that I don't remember these people?

"I can't..." The blond walks out the room shaking his head. His face was turning red and it looked like he was crying.

"What's wrong with him? Do I know him? Zayn, can you help me, I feel I can always depend on you."

It's true. I feel this familiar dependence on Zayn. Maybe he really is my cousin.

"Umm, you guys-" Zayn was cut off by a telephone.

Ring, Ring

"Sorry, I've gotta take this.." Liam walks out the room.

<Liam's P.O.V.>

"Hey Ms. Ebony!"

"Hi! I've just arrived here at the complex but the guard won't let me in, and I can't wait to see my daughter!"

"I know, but.." I need to tell her what has happened to her daughter.

"What is it Liam?"

"Umm.. Your daughter, Hazelia, she is in the hospital-"

"Oh my, is something wrong with the baby?"

"No, there isn't one.. She had a miscarriage a while ago."

"WHAT?! WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME!?" She's very upset.

"I'm sorry! I know we should've told you sooner! But right now something else is MORE SERIOUS!"

"What!?"

"SHE HAS PERMANENT AMNESIA!" The other end remained quiet. "I'm so sorry... She was in another accident... The doctors say it's permanent. She doesn't know anyone, even herself. Or you..."

"Pl..please! Pleeease! Tell me this a prank!? Please tell me your jok...joking!!!" She's starts sobbing into the phone. "Wh..where? Where is sh..she?!"

"St. Patrick's Hospital."

She hung up.