Story of a girl who wanted EVERYTHING

Chapter 28

- Winnie, I'm sorry for bothering you here, but I feel so unclean that I have to come in – this was the first sentence young master Deán told me after he could get himself together and get up from the bed. I was already standing in the bathroom – originally, I had got up to clean my hands... but as the young master arrived to the door, he froze down.

- You... - he just said this. He kinda caught me trying out his taste from my own palm before washing my hands.

- Uhh... - I almost felt embarrassed first because he looked at me in a weird way. Then he finally asked it:

- You'd like the taste of it?

- You kidding? – I giggled.

- Would you ever... - he didn't finish it because he was too busy with imagining it. His face kinda gave it away.

- Would I ever what? Have you on my mouth? Obviously – I laughed as I started to wash my hands. – But I don't want to rush anything. I thought at least three times that you'd get a heart attack.

- Believe me, I thought it more times than you – he sighed.

- Is my young master satisfied with me? – I asked playfully.

- I don't think that there should be a question about it – he couldn't even directly look into my eyes, he seemed so embarrassed. I walked over to him, gently giving a kiss onto his upper arm while passing by. It was really true that I couldn't seem to get enough of touching and kissing him.

- I'm gonna wait in the bed until you feel ready to sleep, all right? – I left him alone in his bathroom. The word he used – unclean – kinda bothered me. I almost feared that his upbringing had too much effect on him.

So, when he finally arrived to the bed – after even changing his kimono -, I stopped him from turning the little lamp off.

- Deán, I have to talk about something with you – I started, slowly pushing him onto the bed, sitting beside him. I grabbed his right hand that was closer to me and gently played with his fingers while I was watching his face expressions to get a reading on him.

- About what? – he asked curiously.

- Uhh... how should I put this. You know, I'll rather tell you a story. Once, I met a guy who lived in a monastery with scholars after his parents just dumped him. He turned out to be a perfectly normal guy and he was already a warrior apprentice. But... gods, he had some serious complexes in his life – I sighed as only remembering the times with him made me helpless. – So, the thing is... you know how scholars take celibacy usually and only live for the knowledge and stuff like that. And they scorn the pleasures of this world, all the physical stuff.

- You're trying to make a metaphor with the Heaven Seers now, right? – he asked.

- Totally! Now, the guy wasn't even a virgin anymore, but... he almost felt guilty and dirty whenever we were... yeah, you know – I had no idea why I felt so awkward when I had this topic with Deán. But the truth was, I hardly found the words that I wanted to say.

- You're worried that I feel uncomfortable now? – Deán asked. He sounded uncertain, but he totally got me. Had no idea how about it either.

- Yeah – I nodded.

- Let's say I'm getting used to this, right? I'm sorry if I troubled you with something. I just... it's new for me. But definitely not bad – he seemed serious about this.

- Well, that's a start.

- And what about you? I thought you felt bad because... I did nothing – he said. Yet I almost got an orgasm from only sitting on him and making him an orgasm...