Story of a girl who wanted EVERYTHING

Chapter 35

I really tried to consider the fact that Deán had never been with a woman before... but it was really hard while we dragged his clothes off of him like freakin' animals. While we couldn't stop kissing and touching.

Well, he eventually stopped, just before his underwear was the next to take off... I almost screamed at him when he stopped... I was really miserable.

- Wait, Winnie... I hadn't thought about that if we... do this now... what if you got pregnant... or... - he lost his words because he was imagining it. I burst out in laughing.

- You are such a mood killer, man... look – I raised my head a little and shoved my hair away from my left ear.

- Huh? What's that? – he seemed confused about the little tattoo-looking symbol behind my ear.

- Oh. You don't know, yeah, sorry, I forgot... you've never seen anything like that before, right? – I laughed a little.

- No – he shook his head.

- Birth control spell – I explained. – I have it since I was fifteen, it's good for keeping your period in order too, which I had always suffered from, so... it's like two birds with one stone, you know. You can't knock me up.

- It's not like I don't want... I mean... - he totally lost it again, now from embarrassment. I laughed again.

- It's okay, I got it... now, you better kiss me with all you've got to get me back into the mood – I scolded him a little, but he just nodded like a good boy. And... he actually kissed me with everything he got... I was lost within a minute.

- How can this be so good – I was purring happily while we kept caressing each other. I wanted him to take his time... but I could hardly ignore how my body rocked under him, moving reflexively, wanting him already... but nah. This was his first.

- How do you want me to be? Ask anything – I said finally when I judged him to be comfortable enough with being naked and doing nasty things with me.

- Whatever's good for you – he answered. While we talked and didn't kiss, he kept giving little kisses onto my cheeks. He seemed like he couldn't get close enough.

- Deán, that's your night. Say whatever the heck you want, I'll do it for you – I smiled. I saw on him that he hesitated a little before answering:

- Then what about... you hold out your arms? Above your head? – he rather asked than said, but I was already doing it. I stretched both of arms.

- Well, that's something new, I hadn't expected this – I smiled. Well, I hadn't even expected that he asked anything from me. I was seriously surprised when he also stretched out his arm and put it on my wrists... I had put my right wrist onto my left one and... he even put some pressure on it. I liked his idea.

- You want me to turn around? That would be even better – I said excitedly.

- No, I want to see your face. Want to see it the whole time – he answered quietly and I nodded. He didn't seem to be that shy anymore. Maybe we were past that border already. I wondered why he had my arms held down, why he even secured it with his own arm... but it wasn't time to chitchat about it. The truth was that I liked that and he was tall enough to hold down my arms by my wrists that were way above me head... while he had his other hand almost in me. Or I was way too short compared to him that made it easier for him.

- Just a little farther in – I said while moving uncontrollably. I tried to take myself closer to him, but his right leg covered my right leg and pressed it down.

- You want to limit me in movement, ehh? Next time I'm gonna bring you a darn rope – I laughed while I leaned up a little (at least I could do that) to beg for another kiss. This guy had his first time there, but he made me darn crazy... it should have been the other way around. I was amazed by the fact that he was doing this so instinctively and how easily I was okay with not being able to move around freely.